First Time (Story ni Gelai) Part IV (Ending)
Sandra was now holding his cock. As she freed it from his pants, she went down on him...she was experienced in giving him the head. I felt like an amateur. Slowly at first and then faster. I can see from Alex's face that he is coming...and then he shouted...
"Fuck Sandra...suck me, oh shitttt that's it...ahhhh damn you, fuckkkkkkk ahhhhh...that's it...that's better than last week on your birthday...ahhhhhhh"
Last week, Sandra's birthday at our room...the same night Alex proposed to me :(....
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After what I have heard, I turned white as ghost. Natulala ako and I think that's when Alex finally broke his embrace with the slut that I called my best friend.
"Damn! Gel, Oh Fuck! Gel hon I'm so sorry..." biglang sabi ni Alex. Sandra's face went pale as well, parang for that particular moment nabuhusan kami ng malamig na tubig.
I didn't know if there are still tears left. Wala na ko mailuha. I felt numb all over. This guy put me through all the "first time" in my life. I practically gave myself to him...all of me. All I wanted was commitment I got none in the end.
Sandra didn't say another word. She knows me. She went inside the dorm that night, no other word, took a jacket and her bag and left. Alex didn't want to leave me that night. I was lost for words too. Alex kept consoling me. Everything will be alright. Pero deep inside my thoughts...sana pinabayaan ko na lang feeling ko noon na may nangyayari sa kanila...sana di ko na lang sila si net up sa situation tulad ng kanina...sana wala akong nalaman about it and sana masaya pa rin ako kahit papano. Then another thought came up..."e di forever ka namang magiging tanga nun".
I want to know how I feel for Alex once and for all. Without words, without tears, I hugged him trying to feel how much I still love him. I still do...but it doesn't feel the same. Naghahalong galit at pagmamahal ang nararamdaman ko. Alex thought na ok na kami because I hugged him na. He started kissing my forehead, down my nose and finally my lips. I responded back the kiss with pure lust, no more love. I want to be aggressive I want to be in control this time. I don't care anymore where our relationship will end. For me tapos na, I could never trust him. If he can screw around then why shouldn't I just play with him. In my mind he will just be another toy.
I didn't wait for him to pin me down and pleasure me the way he usually does. I pushed him onto his back on my bed. I took pleasure on looking at him, smiling wryly thinking that he will get what he wants...I slowly unzip his pants making every damn moment count...my hands pulling his pants down not touching his cock yet. I'm merely touching his legs...avoiding his manhood altogether. I know he was getting frustrated....I went up to him for a kiss. He was trying me, he wasn't responding...I kissed him the best I could and with a long sigh I know he's starting to get it...I released his lips, he wanted to pull me back for another but I was going down on him already. As my lips and butterfly kisses goes down from his lips to his neck down his chest and then his belly, I made my tongue play around his navel. He inhaled deep expecting that I would go down on him... I knew he was aroused I could see it clearly...and I thought...no more pleasures to him...this is my night.
I slid down more not to give him a head but to position myself on top of him. I knew him well he will hold back his pleasure wanting me to be first.
He tried to position me on my back...I fought back for control...he smiled at me and gave up...
"Hmmmm, hon, this is new..seems like you're really know what you're doing in bed" Alex said with a big smile on his face.
"Uhuh, so shut up and let me do it my way" I said aggressively.
As I slid my pussy down on top of his throbbing cock I can now feel how much I love fucking Alex. Maybe that's all it was...fucking that I like...
Slowly at first, up and down, pleasuring myself with his long, and fat cock. I was in control, I love this control...with that in mind I know I was coming...
"aahhhhh god...this is so good...I love you Alex..." my voice I know was so loud I could be heard by nearby rooms but I didn't care. I started going up and down faster feeling his cock going in and out of me deeply. He held my hips forcing it more. He lifted himself to give me more pleasure...
"ahhhhhh...ahhhhhhh...ahhhhhh...unggggg...shit...that's it more Alex fuck....don't stop...put it deep damn it shitt...." I don't know what I was saying anymore all I wanted was to shout and scream and who cares who hears.
Feeling satisfied that I came...Alex wanted to finish himself up. With this I smiled...and said
"Alex I love you so much, but I can never be with you anymore, get out".
He's face was furious.
"Gel what just happened?"
"Ask yourself Alex...now Get Out!"
I was laughing the moment he left. I knew there will come a time that I will repay him back for that very first time he left me unsatisfied. We started and end it the same way only this time it was the other way around.
The next morning at school, he told bunch of his friends that I was a tease. I smiled at them dropping a pen, and then picking it up with my skirt running up my butt showing my panties.
"Boys that's a tease!" I said laughing when Alex came by the hallway...
I grabbed him kissed him...he was shock...I grabbed his cock that knows how I touch and suck for the longest time it went hard right there and then and then I said...
"This is the cock that didn't get any because like he said I was just a tease and for fucking my best friend...and oh yeah...that flute thing? I believe it's true...isn't it Alex darling?"
Alex didn't know what to do I just humiliated him in front of his friends. I heard the "Man what happened...that girl is for keeps" "You're screwed in the head Al".
I walked away with that chapter out of my life. I simply laugh at it now though I knew it hurt me back then. Graduation came few months after. i graduated with highest honours. Right after my graduation I met another guy who became the father of my two kids...now that's another story ;)