Breaking In (part 1)

Hi, My name is zee from south of metro Manila. I am married wth no kids and I am here to share my story. I joined PsErotica today and i decided to write my first entry.
In 2008, I just started my career in the corporate world. I was fresh out of college and had no prior relationship or sexual experience. I guess you could say I was conservative and reserved. My work mates then would always set me up on blind dates and group dates but it never worked for me. They say I am very attractive in terms of both physical and intellectual attributes. I am 5'3 (not so tall), white milky complexion, long black hair and petite. I would say It was not hard for me to look for a date if I wanted to. i just know that I was looking for more. Came our annual Christmas party. There I was asked by my boss to entertain a client. Lou is very out spkoen and easy to get along with. He is sweet and charming, rich but humble. We talked about many things like family, work, friends and so on. That night, it felt special. It felt like I have kown this guy for a long time. Like i was chatting with an old friend. A year has passed and we started dating. When I say dating, I mean watching movies, dinner out, out of town trips and a lot more, but with no sex. I loved him because of that. He showed me that he loved me as me and not because of carnal desires. I have to admit that sometmes, i think about of doing it with him. After all, I was a virgin and curious to these things. 2 years in the relationship, he proposed for marriage. I remember that night in detail.
It was a Friday night when he asked me out for dinner in Tagaytay. I didn't thought that its diffirent from any night because we go there all the time to eat. When we got there, I was asking him why we didnt go to the usual restaurant. He said that he prefers for the home cooked meal this time. So we pulled over to his house in Tagaytay. the house was empty.No one welcomed us. I remember the cold breeze as it touches my hair. He held my hand and led me to the bedroom. It was dark but i smell roses. when he turned on the table lamp, I saw roses scattered around and the ring on top of the bed. I cried instantly. He held me close and hugged me. Begged me to marry him. I was overwhelmed with all the emotions. Then he started to kiss me. torridly. He tells me that he loves me. so very much. I kiss him back and we were both lost in the moment. He started to undress me. My shirt, my jeans and my underwear. I was naked in front of i man i truly love. I was embarrassed. No one has stared at me that way. He told me to undress him too. I was so shy. I could not even look him in the eye. I was shaking. He decided to take his clothes off probably because he knows it will take a long time before i can. He kissed me so gently while his hands wander off my body. I felt his hands on my thighs. up to my tummy then to my breasts. He touched my breasts so gently, it tickles me. It felt really good. Still kissing me, he slowly glides his hands down to my pussy. I was having a mini heart attack then because it was the first time someone has touched me there. He massaged it. caressing it. When i felt watery down there, he inserted one finger.
To be continued...