kuya just

One Christmas season, kuya Just came to visit us for vacation. I was 13 then while he was at his 20's. Kuya Just had been living with during his high school years. Since Uncle Vidal, the father of kuya,was just a poor peasant, my parents who supported kuya for his study.
My parents did not hesitate then to support kuya becasue they had known him as a very good boy. In fact, i heard that it was not only his parents who was willing to support kuya Just, all my other auties and uncle also were willing to do so.
That how good nephew he was.
Since kuya lived with us, i became close to him. I was still 5 or six then. We played a lot, he was just like a boy of my age, then. I became so attach to him. We took a bath in the river together, and i even used to sleep with him at night. (no sexual matter happened ha!).
When i was grade one, he is the one who accompanied me going school, and going home. But when i was in grade two, i learn to go to school alone as he was already not in our house.
He had graduated his high school then, my parents even willing to support him in college, but kuya Just has another dream in his life. He wanted to be a priest. He entered the seminary.
Since then, we no longer meet each other. This was the first he visted us. When i saw him in our house, talking with mommy, i immediately ran toward him and hug.
He did not recognize me. It was my mom who introduce me to him.
He was surprised, "dalaga ka na pala baby" (as he fond to call me).
As we missed other, at night we talk a lot. I planned to sleep beside him but he forbid me, and my parents agree with him, as they said, i am no longer a baby anymore.
So i prefer his bed, in the next quarter of mine. But as we really miss each other. We still talk late at night.
He was already lying in his bed while i squatted near her right hip facing in front of him.
He look at my short pants and commented that my cameltoe was too obvious. I asked her what is it (cameltoe), and he explained me the meaning of it. He advised me not to wear that short pants anymore because i am already too big for it.
He said that i am already a lady.
I said that i am not yet a lady. i did not menstruate yet.
But he insist that i am already a lady because my body is already of a lady.
We argued then. After it was somekind of a tease that he insisted that i am alredy a lady because i alredy had pubic hair.
I denied it because there wasn't really yet. But he didn't believe me.
So i stood up to put down my pant to let him show that i am not telling a lie...

BUKAS ko na ito tapusin kasi wala na time!