An Excerpt

The last time we saw each other, we shared a bed. We shared bodily fluids. He used to be constant in my collegiate years, even when I was away on scholarship in Europe. We were closer than best friends but we did not even know it, or even cared to know.

I came back home a year after. Coincidentally, it was the same time he told me that his mother’s motherland was calling. It was sad news, yes, but I don't exactly have an anchor on him. I felt sad but I was not compelled to cry my heart out and profess anything sappy. Of course, during that time I haven't realized yet that he's the one that I let to go away.

We spent some of his last few days in Manila together. Did not plan on it but he asked me not to go home that afternoon when we finished having a late lunch with his sister. I stayed in their house and spent time with both of them. It was just like one of the many afternoons and evenings we spent there, doing anything. Sometimes we’d play music and sing. Michal is a terrific piano player. There were times that other students from his university ( I went to a different school) would come over and an impromptu party will happen. Booze and weed were served. My own closest friends would join too and it would just be one cool college experience. During those days, I’ve kissed about two people. He knew about them and who they were and he’d laugh at me. To both he’d say, “why’d do that to them?" That night we remembered them and laughed. I was drinking whisky, just one pour, and he was smoking pot.

“Why did you kiss Gerard? What were you thinking?” he asked, chuckling, obviously dismayed.

“He flirted so awkwardly that I found it cute. Plus, we had fun playing the piano.” I told him. Those were the only things I remembered. I wasn’t attracted to the guy. I was just horny that night.

“”Yung mga tipo ng tao na nakipag make-out ka were...well, they’ve had crazy streaks but otherwise respectable in their fields.”

“Dude, everyone was just awesome” I guess I slurred but it was faint. I dont even remember why I kissed who I kissed. Or what happened after.

He went to where I was sitting, cross-legged on the ledge of the window in the lanai. “I play the piano too. Why did you not make out with me?” he said standing right next to me, starting to lean his crotch on the ledge, next to my legs. His hands were on each side of were I was sitting. Oh this is new, i thought to myself, surprised by his actions. We didn’t flinch from each other’s touch when we sat close; hugging was a norm. But him standing so close made me nervous but fucking giddy. I searched for something verbose to say but I wanted to do the verb. “I was busy” I told him, looking him in the eye and feeling my hand reaching out to his face. I then kissed his delicious, weed stained mouth. It did not start sweetly, like a first kiss would usually start. His mouth was ajar so I dove right in and suck his upper lip and let my tongue taste his. He pressed on, his hands working on spreading open my crossed legs and letting them straddle him so I can pull him closer. Our kiss became deeper, bolder, sloppier. No one wanted to let go. His Corgi pooch came barging in to the lanai, announcing his entrance with jovial barks. But no one pulled away. Finally, I was the one who budged. I stopped kissing him but we were still clasped in embrace. I could feel my nipples perkying and his bulge growing. “Maybe Theo wants you now.” I whispered with a smirk. “No, babe, it’s you I want now.” he replied before sinking his mouth in mine and pulling my ass so my crotch presses to his. God, he was all hard there. I knew his cock was big but I didn’t expect him to have that massive boner. I started gyrating my hips around his. He was pulling up the dress I was wearing, putting his hand inside and finding my tits. He started rubbing my right nipple and squeezing my entire tit. I reached for his swollen cock. It was unbelievably hard and everything was unbelievably happening. He stopped kissing and playing with my tits to let me check his junk out. “Go on, do it…” he told me, motioning that I can get my hand to his bare cock. I slid my hands inside his pants. There wasn't any boxers or underwear there. I stroked his hard and angry cock and he let out a little moan then grabbed me and started kissing me again. He pulled up my dress and started sucking my tits, one after the other. I know that I've always had the hots for this guy but acting on my lust never crossed my mind. He is now feeling my crotch from outside my underwear. I was wet. Wet all over my pussy. "Lex, basang-basa na 'to" he said, "tanggalin ko na?" We are still talking like it' s normal, that should be good, screamed my over thinking mind. I just nodded and let him remove my panty. He placed it on the chair nearby and then spread my legs wider. I had to ask, "Mic, are you sure about this?" This is one of my closest friends and I love him dearly, but fuck he was about to eat my cunt. "Yes, hun. Do you want me to? " he asked back, being the ever considerate person he is. I want him to eat my cunt, yes, but I was over thinking hard. I stared at him. My Roman demigod, so fucking sexy and lustful in front of me, but we were about to be changed by this tonight. I nodded saying 'yeah' and then I pulled him towards me to kiss him again. I felt his cock pulsating against my crotch. I tried to wiggle my hips so i can get it to slide in me but he said “ah ah ah… no, dear. gusto ko muna tikman yan" and with that he started licking my neck, planting sloppy kisses down my chest, my tits while was slowly rubbing his fingers on my slippery cunt. Then he leveled his face to my pussy, “My god, it’s so wet...it wants me" then he darted his tongue on to my eager clitoris. I almost yelped. He french kissed my labia and started trying to put his thumb in. He was also licking my ass which i found both embarrassing and oddly satisfying. The sensation he was giving was too fucking good that i didnt realize i was moaning a lot. It was a Saturday, I knew that the cleaning lady comes in that day. My brain, though being fucked, was working overtime again. "Michal, hindi ba dadating si manang Lyds today?" I asked. Michal abruptly stopped, alarmed. "Shit, I almost forgot…" with that he closed the door to the lanai and drew the curtain that lets the breakfast nook to peer into it. He pulled me to him, and sat me on the daybed. "Are you worried, love?" he asked not waiting for an answer spread my legs again to continue his dessert. I couldn’t help it, I needed his cock in my pussy. “Ipasok mo na please” I begged him. As if a light bulb moment came, he quickly removed his joggers and rubbed his cock against my dripping wet cunt. He slowly slid his pulsating cock into me making me moan in utter pleasure. He sat on the daybed and I rode him slowly at first. He watched me riding him in a sort of delirious frenzy. I grabbed his hand, the one that fingered me and sucked his thumb. In his gigil, he grabbed my tits and sucked them again. I pumped much faster now. I could feel in my abdomen rising a deluge of cum for his cock. “Alexa, lalabasan ka na ba?” he asked. I moaned yes then he held my hips in place and fucked me from underneath, “I’m gonna cum with you, love”. He was fucking me rapidly and vigorously. We were in fucking ecstasy. Then finally our cum burst from out of us, making us fall on the daybed still wrapped in each other’s clutches. Jesus, that was so good. My legs and hips were a bit shaky from his pounding.

I went home the next day filled but still sad that I may not feel him inside me again. But life has way of turning your world upside down.