Her One That Got Away - 3

"Fuck!" pabulong pero madiin na curse ang narinig ko mula kay Liam that time. Nag lublob nalang ako sa tubig para pahupain ang init na nararamdaman namin. My head was still in haywire dahil sa halik. Yes, halik palang yun.

I asked him na umahon na kami sa pool, at dumiretso na sa room namin. Kinuha ko na ang satin cover ko from the bench beside the pool while he was waiting for me. Inakbayan niya ako nung naglalakad kami pabalik sa room namin. I was delighted by his action that time, it's as if kami ulit, I felt the jealousy and amused gazes from the people sa beach front, mapa babae o mapalalaki.

Pagbalik namin sa room namin, he told me na mauna na akong mag shower, gusto ko sana siyang ayain na sabay nalang kami that time, pero kinakabahan ako, he might reject me and the idea, kaya hinayaan ko nalang. Nung nasa shower room na ako, I heard him na may kausap sa phone, parang nag oorder yata siya. After the shower, I looked for something to wear, at naalala kong puro nga pala bikini ang binili ko at damit pang alis na namin. I thought of naughty idea, what if robe nalang or towel lang. Agad ko naman ding sinaway ang sarili ko sa kagagahan ko. I felt the stingy feeling again, as if I am about to be rejected. I sighed a deep breath and inisip ko nalang na, I shouldn't be expecting anything more from him. I chose a black Bandeaukini set nalang and then nag cover nalang ako ng another white satin cover up sa bottom.

Paglabas ko ng room, he was sitting on the sofa and browsing the tv. I made sure to announce my presence by asking him kung ano ang hinahanap niyang mapapanuod.

"Nothing in particular. Are you done?" and sagot niya sakin without looking at me. Napa pout nalang ako dahil di man lang niya ako tinitigan. Paalis na ako sa kinatatayuan ko when he looked at my direction and met his glazed eyes, para naman akong matutunaw noon. I just told him na it is his turn to take the shower. Napabuntong hininga nalang siya.

"I ordered some foods and a drink. Paki tignan nalang if di pa ako nakakalabas ng shower." He walked past me pero di ko alam kung imagination ko lang yung pagdampi ng daliri niya sa legs ko, but enough to send shivers to my spine. Damn, ganun ata ako ka-into him that time.

I just removed my cover at naupo sa kama, facing the sliding door. Maya maya nag ring yung bell sa pinto, which was yung inorder ni Liam. Pinapasok ko nalang yung bellboy para maipasok yung orders. Medyo nakakairita lang kasi, as if intentional yung mabagal na kilos niya so he can stare at me and feast on my body. Hindi na ako nakapag cover up, so I am on my bikini suit, baring my skin. Manyak na manyak lang, and I thought of something naughty. Naglakad ako papunta sa table and leaned across the table to check the orders, there I confirmed that he was looking at my cleavage. Saglit na saglit lang yun then I walked near the bathroom door to let Liam know that the orders were there. Nagmadali naman ang bellboy nang marinig na sumagot si Liam, napangiti nalang ako.

I prepared the champagne and the food at the table. Liam walked out of the bathroom and again, I was in awe seeing him. He was wearing a sleeping boxer short and white T na hapit sa katawan niya which accentuates his body. Napakagat labi nalang ako sa sight, and he just smiled at me and kinuha niya yung glasses at champagne sa table. He asked me to go out on the veranda with him. There on, I knew it was going to be a long, emotional night. But I have to face it, I need to amend my wrong decisions from two years ago.

"Alam ko napapansin mo, I am being unpredictable with my actions and hindi ako nag tatanong sayo." ang panimula niya while motioning that I should seat.

"More like of, hindi rin ako ready sa mga isasagot mo. Eto na yung chance ko na mag ask ng mga questions sayo about what happened." I looked at him intently, mahinahon padin siya magsalita. Yes I am ready to face him that night.

"Liam, first of all, I wanna say I'm really sorry."

"I'm sorry I betrayed you."

"I'm sorry I have caused you pain."

"I'm sorry, for being a coward." ang panimula ko sa kanya. He was already standing and facing the shore.

"Why?"

"I… I… I really don't know how to explain it to you at that time. That is the only thing that I have never been honest with you about."

"It was a long standing plan na about my petition, before I met you. My papers were already in progress when I met you."

"Why didn't you tell me about it?" his next question.

"Because.. It's because I never knew I would be deeply in love with you at that time."

"But I was wrong, kasi I fell hard for you. I was afraid of what may happen to us, to me."

"I was a coward"

"I did not try to fight for what was in front of me. I became selfish. That time, that was the only way for me to save us. I was wrong. We both suffered from my inconsiderate decision. Lalong lalo ka na."

I heard him let out a long deep sigh. I know I owe him that explanation. There was silence between us, I was looking down on my champagne. I was waiting for his response, but there was none, di ko alam kung ano ang iniisip niya that time. .

"Did you know how much I loved you Lanz? Was it not greatly enough?"

Loved.

Past tense.

Merong makirot sa dibdib ko that time. There was a sudden lump in my throat that wanted to get out.

"I love you, Liam!" isinigaw ko sa kanya yun that time. I needed to tell him, I needed to let him know that I still do love him at that time. My tears started to race down my cheeks. Shit, why was this so messy, how did I managed to get it messier, sabi ko sa sarili ko.

Hindi ko napansin na nasa harap ko na siya, nakaluhod sa harap ko. He wiped my tears, pero tuloy tuloy lang padin ang mga luha ko that night. I was waiting for him to say something, pero wala, wala akong narinig sa kanya. Tinitigan ko siya sa mata, looking for something. Anything that can alleviate the pain in my chest.

Tumayo siya at niyakap niya ako bigla, it was so comforting. It was as if it was home.

"I was asking myself then, what have I done to deserve the pain you brought me."

"You sent me an email telling me all those stuff. How could you be so selfish?"

"It took me a year bago ko nalaman lahat from Kuya Dan. You could have told me."

"But deep down inside me, I know that you made a decision of what you thought was great for you. You are that type of person, you will decide after you have considered the Xs and Os and outweigh which is which, and what is more beneficial for all."

"There will be times that we needed to be selfish even at the expense of hurting somebody. I myself, was a selfish person as well, kasi if you have told me about it, hindi ako papayag na iwanan mo ako. Or maybe, hindi kita liligawan dahil iiwanan mo lang din ako."

"Di mo kailangang sisihin ang sarili mo for something you decided and chose on. I think you made a good decision to pursue your better future, so I don't think that you should be regretting your decision."

Napatayo ako at napayakap ako ng mahigpit sa kanya that time. How could this person be so forgiving? How could he be so selfless? I am expecting him to be mad, mas matatanggap ko yun for me to redeem myself. But he made me weak at that time, right there and then. Lanz the alpha is nowhere to be found.

He slipped his arms sa beywang ko and hugged me from there. I rested my head on his shoulder, facing his neck. He suddenly kissed my hair, at napapikit nalang ako. We stayed in that position for God knows how long it was. My body was already resting on him, magkalapat kami, until I felt his hard on sa bandang puson ko. I felt like namula ako, but at the same time, I felt good. I still have a strong effect on him. Lalo ko pang idiniin ang katawan ko sa kanya, specially my lower part.

I started to plant kisses on his neck. Naramdaman ko na biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso niya that time. I caressed his chest, to his left nipple and back to his chest. I felt his left hand na dahan dahang pinipisil ang beywang ko, and right hand slipped to my bare butt cheek. I was waiting na hilain niya pa ako para mapadiin pa ako sa cock niya that time. I didn't need to ask nor wait for it because he did it. I stopped kissing his neck at napatingala sa kanya, I know we both wanted to kiss each other, and there and then, our lips met. We started with soft kisses, then he tried to suck and bit my upper lip then my lower lip. I felt good with what he was doing. Whenever he did my upper lip, I licked his lower lip. There were again, kissing torridly, sipsipan at palitan ng laway. Di ko na natiis and I started to rub myself on his hard on, and that time, his two hands were already mashing my exposed butt cheeks.

"Mmmmhhhppphhhh…mmmmm….uuuhhmmmppppp…hhhmmmmmmm" I started to moan through kisses na din because why not, it feels good. I started to feel wet down as well, halik palang yun. My goodness, this guy really knows how to kiss.

We didn't care or have we just forgotten that we were just outside our room, wala naman makakakita sa amin since gabi na at wala na nagdadaan sa beach shore. Di ko na namalayan, but I bumped into a table. Binuhat ako ni Liam paangat sa table, then binaba niya lang yung bottle ng champagne. Pinaghiwalay niya dahan dahan ang legs ko, even without doing it, I will open it for him. He then positioned himself in between my legs, leaned on me and started kissing me again.

"Uuuhhhhmmmmmmmm" my moan through kisses because he started to softly tracing his index finger sa ibabaw ng breast ko, from left to right with circular motion. He did it as well sa cleavage ko. In response, I did the same tracing sa ibabaw ng boxer shorts niya, I used two fingers to motion a V on his hard on, pataas at pababa. Naramdaman ko na nagkaroon ng diin ang mga haplos niya sa breast ko, maybe because of what he did.

Maybe he can no longer control it, binaba niya na ang top ko to expose my breasts. Para hindi masira yung bikini top ko, I untied it nalang. His kisses swarmed my neck, with licking. Napatingala nalang ako dahil dito with my mouth open. I grabbed his cock with my left hand and pinisil pisil ko yun, and my right hand was in his nape, caressing it, minsan napapasabunot pa ako coz of the sensation he was giving me.

"Aaaahhhhhhh hhhhmmmmmmm iiiiiihhhhhhhmmmmmmm" my long moans when he started to cup my right breast. He gave my left breast an equal attention by kissing and licking the sides, the top and my cleavage as well.

"Ang bango mo Lanz." ungol lang din naman ang naisasagot ko sa kanya that time. He was doing it slow, and making my anticipation so intense at that time. I feel like, gusto ko na yung deed, and the longer the anticipation, I felt like manginginig ang mga kalamnan ko sa katawan ko.

"Uuuuhhhhhhh ssshhhhiiiittttt uuuuhhhhhhhh" he started to lick my left hard nips and the pleasure was just so torturing. All I could do at that time was to arch my back as if telling him to suck it, but he did not. Instead, he continued to lick my right nips. After licking my two nipples, he would lick and plant kisses sa palibot ng dalawang suso ko. My body was already shaking involuntarily, alam mo yung ganung feeling, when your anticipation is getting intense.

"Sssshhhiiiittttt aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh" it really felt good nung isubo niya yung right breast ko while he mashed my left breast. He would suck my nips after then isusubo niya ulit ang breast ko. He'd do it alternatively.

Napanganga nalang ako napapikit ng madiin when he caressed my pussy slit sa ibabaw ng bikini bottom ko. Sasabayan pa niya ng pagdiin with circular motion sa may bandang clit ko. Di ko na maintindihan ang mararamdaman ko that time. He is giving me too much ecstasy, kahit wala pang penetration. Sabay sabay niyang gagawin ang pag subo niya sa breasts ko at paglalaro sa pussy ko. I can feel my wetness sa bikini bottom ko, tapos sasabayan pa niya ng pagsundot sa pussy ko kahit nahaharangan pa ng bikini ko. Napakapit nalang ako sa edge ng mesa, with my both hands to support my body, which leaving me exposed, vulnerable to attack by him.

"Shit Lanz, ang sarap mo padin."

"Ooohhhhh m-m-moooohhhrrrreeee"

I don't know how loud my moans were, but all I could do was to moan in pleasure. I almost went nuts when he caressed my clit. Di ko namalayan na my bikini bottom were already untied from sides, kaya naka buyangyang na ang pussy ko. He did a circular motion sa ibabaw ng clit ko dinidiinan niya while doing it. Para na akong mahihiga kaka liyad ko. Medyo nagulat pa ako nang di ko na siya maramdaman, and when I opened my eyes, kinukuha niya ang isang upuan and he sat in front of me. He took out my bikini bottom and I untied my bikini top. I am now completely naked in front of him. He positioned himself mas malapit pa sa akin, his face was right in front of my navel. Iniangat niya yung dalawa kong legs sa ibabaw ng table.He planted some kisses on it, pababa sa puson ko. He started licking yung pinaka top ng pussy slit ko, then sa left singit ko and my left inner thigh.

I bit my lower lip sa sarap ng ginagawa niya sakin. He would do the same on my right, giving them fair share. Hinahaplos ko ang buhok niya, but I wanted to pull his head so he can eat my pussy then. He licked my top pussy slit again, dahan dahan pababa tapos bigla niyang sinugkit ng dila niya ang clit ko. Napasigaw nalang ako sa sarap ng ginawa niya.

"Oooooohhhhhhh sssshhhhhiiiiiittttttt" I was shivering my moaning when he slowly lick my pussy slit pababa, then pabalik pataas. He did it five more times, and slowly.

"Fuck Liam! Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh'' I layed my back on the table, because I can no longer support my weight. He started to open my pussy slit to expose my hard clit, and licked it in circular motion. Andyan pa yung pag suck niya sa clit ko then he'd repeat the circular motion of licking it. Paulit ulit, and all I can do is pull his head to my pussy and grind my butt.

"Aaaaaiiiiiiiiiieeeehhhhhhhh aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh" halos pasigaw kong ungol when he tongue fucked me. I almost lost my senses when he did it. Lalong nakapagpabaliw sa akin when he inserted one finger inside my wet pussy.

"Damn, your pussy is tight Lanz. And you are so wet here."

"Shit Liam! Ang sarap! Aaaaaahhhhhhh"

He finger fucked me while sucking my clit. I can no longer determine if my wetness is just by my juice or pati laway ni Liam.

"I'm… I'm… aaaaaahhhhhhhh ssshhhhiiiiittttt Liam! I'm cumming. I'm cum-aaahhhhh-ming Liam, don't stop! More! Faster! Sssshhhhiiitttttt aaaaahhhhhhhhh"

He made me cum. Hinang hina ako that time. I almost lost my head due to the sensation. My head felt numb, and I can't describe how great it was. Alam mo yung feeling na sumabog lahat lahat after the anticipation sa foreplay. I was catching my breath at that time.

"That was so intense Lanz, but so great. Ang sarap mo parin." napangiti nalang ako sa sinabi niya.

When I got ample rest, tumayo ako and gave him pet kisses sa lips niya which he answered back and we had a short torrid kiss. I could almost taste myself sa bibig niya. Nagpalit kami ng pwesto, siya naman ang nakatukod sa table while sat down sa upuan. Without further ceremony, binaba ko na ang boxer shorts niya at boxer underwear niya. I grabbed his cock, and sobrang tigas nun, parang bakal at ang init init. Mamula mula pa ang ulo nun. I caressed it up and down, and rubbed it on my right cheek. He was looking at me, and it was his turn to feel the anticipation.

The thing was, ako na ang hindi nakaawat, I started kissing the top of his cock, and then licked yung pinaka butas while hands moved up and down slowly sa katawan ng hard cock niya. I licked the under of his cock head and moved on to kiss the body of it, papunta sa balls niya. My other hand started to play and massage his balls while I slowly masturbated him and licked the head of his cock. I collected some of my saliva and spit it sa ulo ng cock niya. My hand grabbed it and kinalat ko sa katawan ng cock niya then slowly masturbated it again.

"Ohhhh soo warm." I started sucking his cock and bobbed my head up and down. Napapa sabunot pa siya sa akin.

"Yes Lanz, that's so good. Ang sarap ng bibig mo parin." lalo kong pinag igihan ang pag suck ko sa kanya upon hearing it.

I did it alternately, sucking, kissing and licking his cock. Masarap sa pakiramdam because its hot and hard. Medyo naramdaman ko ng nangangalay ang jaw ko but I don't know how long it has been. Maya maya pa, he moaned and told he is about to cum. Binilisan ko pa ang pagtaas baba ng ulo ko and made sure to tighten my mouth that time. I want to give him the same ecstasy and pleasure the way he did to me.

"There Lanz! I'm cumming!" I took his load again in my mouth. I did not let go of his cock in my mouth. I even tried licking it until his last drop. Just like our last sex, I swallowed his cum and andami nun.

When I let his cock out of my mouth, hindi na siya nag aksaya ng oras, he made me sand up, at hinarap niya ako sa table, he lifted my left leg at pinatong yun sa table. In that position, my pussy is in broad daylight and I liked the thought of that position where I can take his cock widely. Napatingin nalang ako sa likod ko, I locked my eyes with him while biting my lower lip. I felt that his horniness shot up seeing me in that position. I extended my left arm para abutin ko ang cock niya, matigas padin yun kahit nag cum na siya. Hinimas himas ko pa yun at hinila ko iyon upang mapalapit siya sa akin. He took his cock from my hand and he rubbed it sa pussy lips ko, and with what he's doing, lalong namasa ang pussy ko.

"Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh" sabay naming ungol when his cock head went through inside. At the same time, parang feeling ko, lumaki pa lalo yung cock niya, or maybe because I never had sex in the last two years, kaya feeling ko para akong na virgin ulit. Nonetheless, sobrang sarapa sa pakiramdam kahit ulo palang yun.

"You're so tight, like a virgin, Lanz."

"I… I…. aaaaaahhhhhhh uuuummmmmm" all I could do was to moan, ang taba naman kasi ng cock niya. He is a six incher tapos ang taba pa.

"I.. haven't.. had.. any.. Aaaaaahhhhhhh sex for two years Liam… aaaaahhhhhhhh ssshhhhhiiiiittttt ssssoooo gggoooooddddd." when he heard it, sinagad niya na ang cock niya sa loob ko.

He leaned forward and made me turn to look at him. He kissed me, at sinipsip pa yung dila ko. Gosh, I really am in ecstasy, heaven kung heaven ang feeling. He thrusted very slowly, pero sagad na sagad. I felt na nag expand ang pussy ko with his hard cock.

"Ooohhhhhh sssshhhhiiiittttt Liiiaaaammm!!!" I came with his slow fuck, and hindi siya tumigil kaka ulos. He even reached for my boobs, mashed them, but this time may kasama nang gigil.

Nakanganga nalang ako, I can't scream because of the pleasure. Yung tipong, I want to scream, but my senses are shutting down because I can only feel pleasure at nag uunahan sila sa utak ko, before I can even think of what I should be doing. He fucked me faster and sagad padin.

"Aaaaahhhhhhhhh"

"Fffuuuucccckkkkk"

"Ooooooohhhhhhhh"

"Uuuuuuummmmmmppppp uuuhhhhmmmm uuuhhhmmmm haaaa haaaa haaaa"

That's all I can do.

Moan.

Yes, sabik din ako sa sex. And I felt that time na fulfilling ang sex namin. I can feel the same old warmth from him.

"Fuck fuck uuummmmm ummmmm ang sarap Lanz!"

"Yyyeeaaaahhhhh yeeaaaahhhh? Please aaaahhhhh aaahhhhh ffuck oooohhhhhh ssshiiiitttt so goood aaaahhhhh fuck me more please Liam!"

I can't remember kung nakakailan na akong cum with that position, pero sobrang sarap sa pakiramdam. I thought, sana, sana ganito nalang kami. Sana, kami nalang ulit.

We changed our position, inihiga niya ako sa table. He lifted my legs pataas, pinagdikit and hugged it. Iyon ang nakapagpabaliw sakin ng sobra that night, when he rubbed his hard cock head sa pussy lips ko at saka dahan dahang pinasok. Para akong mawawalan ng ulirat that time, dahil sobrang sarap sa feeling at nilabasan ako ulit.

"This is so fucking good Lanz. Your so fucking delicious uummm uuhhhmmm uuhhmmmm"

"Shit! Shit! Shit! FUCK! Aaaaahhhhhhh aaaaahhhhh aaaahhhhhh aaaahhhhhh aaahhhhh"

He let his cock attack my juicy wet pussy that time. I can't describe how good was that, I feel like tumitirik na yung mata ko. Up to date, that was still the number one on my list in terms of sex. I could almost feel na lumulutang na ako that time, hindi ko na alam ang nangyayari, all I can think of is that gusto ko pa. I want him to ram me more, ayokong matapos yung sarap. Nagtagal pa kami sa ganung position before he unleased his load. When he told me na he is cumming, I instantly embraced my legs sa beywang niya, at hinila ko ang pisngi niya. I told him na sabay kami at mag cum nanaman ako for the nth time. His cock was so deep inside me. I shouted in moan, di ko na napigilan when I came, at kasunod nun ay hinalikan niya ako which I had his head at nasabunutan ko siya. I felt his cum, inside me at naramdaman kong umagos din sa butthole ko at sa singit ko.

I didn't know what happened next, the last thing that I remembered that night was that he was carrying me. I woke up late in the morning dahil nasilaw ako sa liwanag ng araw, and ako lang ang nasa bed. I tried scanning the room, pero di ko nakita si Liam. I was already in my robe, so bumangon na ako diretso. I felt soreness in between my legs. Hinanap ko siya sa banyo, pero wala siya doon. Wala din siya sa veranda. The only thing that is left is to call the reception.