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Lumubog Na Ang Buwan?

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Author's note: There are a slew of stories I vowed to write and dedicate to different women members here on FSS— kay office girl ng Cavite, kay pharmacist ng Taguig, kay nursing student ng Quezon City, and kay BSED student ng Bulacan.

But I can't help it. Kailangan ko ng isulat ang kuwento na ito. A story about someone na wala dito sa FSS.

This is the second part of my story titled "Balang Araw" that we will now coin as "Lumubog Na Ang Buwan?"

THE first two weeks of our forbidden relationship ni Che, or Luna (her screen name) went so nice, so good. Balak naming mag-meet tomorrow and pumunta after ng date sa. . . saan pa nga ba? So Nice, So Good, SOGO.

We always find ways to talk via phone calls and chats sa alter accounts namin sa Twitter. So good that we even had VC sa Viber where she played with her tits and pussy while I was at the grocery!

"Babe, may ipapakita ako sa'yo," she said sa VC. Akala ko kung ano lang pero she started mashing her tits and playing with her nipples and areolas.

Sarap na sarap siya based on her facial expressions. Naghubad din siya ng shorts and nag-finger! Pero pinigilan daw niyang labasan kasi aapaw sa bedsheet.

Hindi ko alam mararamdaman ko that time— both excitement dahil sa libog and kaba dahil sa dami ng tao sa grocery na baka masilayan phone ko and makita VC namin.

Not all lust. Iba iyong relationship namin, from deep and serious night chats to my corny jokes, it really felt different and good.

It felt right, kahit mali.

Laging may updates and sweet kami sa isa't isa. I spoiled her by sending money to her Gcash for her cravings and wants.

I also wrote her articles for her internship. Para saan pa at isa akong journalist in real life? Sobrang easy sa akin, to help Luna lessen her stress as a graduating student.

But not all good things last nga ba?

Slowly, Luna changed.

She got sick last week and after she recovered, dumalang na updates pati pagsagot niya sa mga tawag ko.

I did not change and was in fact consistent na kahit na nasaan ako, I make ways just to update her.

Luna always plays Valorant every night and that was just fine for me. I told her I support her hilig and kasi nade-destress daw siya.

Last Sunday, ito nangyari:

Some things gnawed at me. Umalis si Luna to buy clothes for creative shot ng grad pic nila. Sa place ng classmate niya na babae sila natulog sa Pasig. . .

The first and only time na she accepted a booking ay nakalagay sa tweet niya na in February na nasa Pasig siya. Possible na same place. Ang tanong lang, tumanggap kaya siya ng booking? I trust her naman na iyong February booking, that was the only time na pumayag siya ng booking.

Siya iyong nasa alter na maraming follewers/fans na nagbibigay ng tips na wala daw kapalit.

She has my complete trust on that matter.

But last week ata she joked me na kung puwede siya mag-accept ng paid date or iyong 10k offer sa kanya na booking.

Grabe anxiety ko last Sunday kasi as in wala siyang update. Noong gabi lang siya nag-char at around 9 p.m. and ito:

"Hello, been a busy day. Kadarating ko lang pasig."

"Lately kasi ur becoming super possessive nasasakal ako."

That was okay with me. I told Luna I'll tone down and hindi na magiging masyadong clingy, iyong sakto lang.

After those two DMs, no paramdam last Sunday night until before lunch yesterday.

I sent her P500 sa Gcash niya, panggastos since long day for her yesterday, and then biglang nag-chat.

Pero ayun nga nasa grad pictorial yesterday kaya saglit lang. Masakit was, FB friends kami, so nakikita ko na online siya. Nag-post na sa FB, may stories na rin, and pati sa alter Twitter niya, may fleets na. Pero walang chat sa akin.

Until I saw her watching the stream of Valorant. Pinatay ako ng mga sinabi niya sa comment section.

"Luna,

I just want to say sorry because lately I am becoming possessive. Aminado ako doon. I told you naman na aayusin ko iyong aspect na iyon, 'di ba? That's why today hindi ako masyadong makulit.

I am deeply hurt, wounded. Mahirap ba mag-chat kahit isa lang na, "Babe, manonood lang ako Valo ha? Nakauwi na ako."

Wala pang five minutes ang pag-type.

Pero tangina ang sakit na kapag ibang lalaki, gusto mo pang mag-good night sa'yo. "Hello daddy" pa more.

When was your last chat? Before lunch. Hindi naman kita nire-require pero nakapag-post ka na sa FB mo, may stories na rin, and may fleets ka na here.

I feel hindi naman ako mahalaga sa'yo. What gnaws at me is hindi ka naman ganyan dati. Maybe, just maybe, hindi ka seryoso sa kung ano mayroon tayo.

Bakit, Luna? Tangina. I risked my career, my life, my future when I entered this relationship although of course, ikaw din.

Ang sakit-sakit kasi mahal na mahal kita.

"I love you, G (first letter of my real name) ko."

"Tangina akin ka lang."

"Gago mahal kita."

Were these words you uttered really true?

When you got sick last week, I was there for you although not physically. When I had a flu scare last Friday, where were you?

Hindi ako nanunumbat, Luna. Facts lang. When I was helping you out sa articles mo, where were you?

I take the blame, Luna. My fault. My bad din kasi from the start alam naman natin na engaged na ako, 'di ba? Na mali. But we both agreed to give it a chance.

What did you say again at the start of this?

"Ginusto ko ito."

Nadurog talaga ako when your friend na streamer said "X (in game name ng isang lalaki na kalaro niya) mag-good night ka daw kay S (in game name ni Luna).

Putangina, Luna. Ano ako sa buhay mo? Alam ko na kabit pero ganoon ba dapat?

Parang binuhusan ng kumukulong tubig ang dibdib ko."

Iwept in the wee hours today.

Kaninang around 12:30, she finally seen my DMs and ito sagot niya:

"Wala akong sasabihin. Ang dami mo nasabi. End it. For goodness' sake, hindi ko deserve maging kabit. Deserve ko maging main. Naging totoo rin ako sa'yo, it just doesn't last. Deserve kong hindi itago. Ayon lang. Block me.

Isipin mo gusto mong isipin, G. Kilala ko sarili ko, alam kong naging totoo ako. Tsaka, bakit ba nagagalit ka? May fiance ka naman. Bakit kaya hindi ka magfocus sa kaniya?? Kung alam mo lang kung ilang gabi akong naguguilty. Hindi deserve niya mga panloloko mo, G. 'Wag ka mag-alala, ibabalik ko sa'yo mga perang binigay mo. Baka maisumbat mo pa. Kagaya ng panunumbat mo sa articles na ikaw naman namilit gumawa.

Ayoko ng maging kabit. Ayoko. Ayoka na. Tama na. Tangina ayoko na."

I said I want her to stay. Na ilaban namin hanggang dulo.

Then, she blocked me na.

"Of all the ones that begged to stay

I'm still longing for you

Of all the ones that cried their way

I'm still waiting on you

Maybe we seek for something that

We couldn't ever have

Maybe we choose the only love

We know we won't accept."

Hindi ko alam if tapos na ba talaga. Friends pa rin kami sa FB and I called her kanina habang tumatae ako sa CR, nagri-ring pa, hindi lang sinasagot.

Twitter. Buwan. Bathroom. Chubby chick. Hoodie jacket. Eyeglasses. TikTok. Viber. Gcash. Articles. Sinigang. Cheesecake. Valorant. Bulacan. PUP. Milk tea. Diyaryo. Online.

Mahirap kalimutan kahit nearly a month lang since nakilala ko siya and three weeks since naging kami.

Nakatingin ako sa kawalan, pilit kinakalimutan ang lahat pero iginugupo ako ng isang pangalan.

Luna.

(P.S. I need your thoughts, FSS. You think mahal na niya talaga ako kaya umayaw na siya kasi kahit sino naman sigurong babae, ayaw maging other woman? A friend said nahulog na daw siguro talaga si Luna kaya ayaw na niyang mas lumalim pa. Kasi kung trip lang, puwede naman sakyan lang niya.)