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Curious

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I'm 30. And virgin. It is a little girl's dream to only do the sex act when she is already married to the man she truly loves. But I'm not a little girl anymore. Some of my friends are already married. Sex jokes and other dirty thoughts are inevitable for me to hear from the people I work with. I even tried touching myself down there to comfirm if there's really a hole. I watched porn also just not to make me a complete ignorant if the matter. If I have to be honest with myself, I want to experience it now. But I don't have a boyfriend and I don't want to do it casually with just anyone. I still hope that the little girl's dream in me will come true.

Years ago, when I was abroad, it occured to me to buy a sex toy, specifically a dildo. I saw different sizes of dildo when I was in the street of Thailand. But buying it was only a wild thought then. When I was in Malaysia, I saw another sets of toys in one of their mall's pharmacy. At that moment, I was deliberating it hard if I'm gonna buy one or not. I did not bought it at the end thinking it might get confiscated at the airport and it will be embarrassing.

Days, months and years passed that I just got contented in exploring may labia, clitoris and my hole itself. At first, I did not know where my clitoris is. It was hiding. I need to open it wide to poke up a little. I tried watching solo female and I followed them on what they are doing to masturbate. I find awkward touching my boobs on my own so I mostly went straight on my clitoris always. After massaging my clitoris, my hole will become slippery. I can explore my hole easily if it's slippery and wet. Some women in porn have dildo and I don't have it, so I need to be more resourceful. I tried inserting my index, then my middle and my ring finger. I can do atmost three fingers when I am very slippery. I'm afraid to add more. My fingers are quite short so I wonder if how it feels like deeper. I tried cleaning and using other items too just to further explore the feeling. I used a hair brush handle, a deodorant bottle which shape is like a common vibrator and another small round bottle just to see what can it make me feel.

Playing my clitoris makes me feel like I'm going to pee. Playing my hole gives me a horny feeling and the desire that I really want to have a real man penetrating me. I always ended up tired and like my legs are having cramps. I don't know if that is already orgasm or if I have really read it. What I know is that I'm very wet and lubricated after all those explorations. I remember during one of my trainings, I was all alone in my hotel room, I was so horny I ended up piling all the pillows in my room, covered it with my personal towel, sit ontop of it and rub my pussy on it, back and forth. It was a very hot night despite the full air condition, but I felt tired and empty after. I did not know it I indeed enjoyed. What I'm sure, I want to experience it real soon.

Recently, I was aimlessly browsing a local online shopping app when I saw a dildo in one of the display items. Seeing it made me think of all those curiosities and desires again. I added it to cart but did npt had the guts to place the order. But after several, I cannot stop thinking of the possibilities given it is already in my cart. That dildo is described to be like a real one. I started watching porn agsin, this time, it's about solo woman and a dildo. I was really feeling so hot seeing how the women fuck their dildo. I imagined myself doing it and I thought I might get to know what a real orgasm is.

To cut short the story, I bought the medium sized penis like toy with a suction. I imagined it attached in my room wall and fuck myself while I am at all fours. I am so excited.

It arrived a few days ago. And to my surprise, it is quite big. I do not know if that is the right medium size. How would I know? After sterilising it, I put it in a tall glass with a very cold water. I put it beside my bed and prepared myself.

I'm naked in my bed and my legs are wide open. I reached my dildo from the glass of cold water and put it on the lips of my vagina. I'm thinking that the water will help me wet but to my surprise, I'm already very slippery in my hole. I fingered myself while rubbing the dildo in my pussy lips and pressing time to time the area where my clitoris is hiding. Oh, I really want to put the dildo inside me already. So I open my pussy lips using my left hand and I inserted the dildo I'm holding with my right hand to my pussy hole. I know where my hole is because my finger can easily slide inside it. But the dildo... Damn! It did not enter inside my pussy's hole. I cannot make it enter! I tried to push it harder that I feel like I'm ripping but to no avail. I fuck two fingers again inside my slippery pussy, tried the dildo again. It was the same feeling, it cannot get through my hole. Tried three fingers and still the same. I was pushing it in my hole but it's like it was being barred. I don't know. I tried naking the dildo stand and I sit on top of it. It did not enter me still. I ended my night rubbing the penis toy body in between my pussy's lip.

What do you think, guys? What should I do? I'm afraid I'll rip myself below it I'll ignore the pain while I'm trying to push it inside. I would love to hear from you!