The Last Confession

Back in 2014, it was only a curiosity. I love to read, in general. But I never thought that I would be reading erotics stories back then. It was a cold, rainy night when I tried browsing the internet, looking for a website where I can read some explicit writings. Then, I found this site – PSE. At first, I never intended to create an account since you can read stuff without making one anyway. But, there's one specific story that got me really inspired, had me mobilizing my hands and jump-started my crazy imagination. Hence, I tried writing it for fun and had my first story; “The Spa Treatment”.

I never really expected that it would be cheered by readers, but I saw their comments and kept me going. To myself, I felt like - “Oh my! This is good!”. And then, my writing engine began to prosper. From LCSs, to SSSs, to RASs and the recent ones, QSSs. From girl POVs to 3rd person POVs. From true stories, to fictions, to requests. I enjoyed every damn story that I wrote. I was at the peak of providing the best erotic stories I could possibly give you. Created a blog. Created a dummy FB account. Just to keep you guys entertained and also, interact with some of you. I enjoyed every bits of it! From the 'surprises', to the games, to naughty chats. I cherished everything! Never expected that it would grow big, but THIS became a part of my every day life that it's hard not to make notice every time I come home. There were times that I've taken a break from writing, but didn't stop me from going back. Honestly, I really thought it would never end. But there are certain things, we know, that are only temporary. And unfortunately, on my end, this is one of it.

Life happened. And for those who know me, this is only my alter ego. I have another self that I need to take care of. Need to prioritize before anything else. Need to spend time with. And the only way I could do all those things is, sadly, to retire my hands from writing.

That said, this is my last confession/story that I want to share with you...

You know me as “DY”, yes? But in reality, that's only my screen name. My true (and I mean TRUE) name is Sarah. Cannot disclose you my whole name, though, but yeah, I'm Sarah.

Some of you thought that I'm single and exclusively dating this 'guy', but in fact, I am already married. 6 years, to be exact. And if you want to know - yes, I already have 2 kids. Both are boys. Had my first-born when I was still in college. To a guy, UGH, that I don't want to remember! But yeah, it was a one-nighter that got me pregnant. College days are wild, as we all know. Then, after graduating, I met this man, who loved me unconditionally and brought me to the altar with no hesitations whatsoever. Really thankful that he came to my life. After a year, I bore my 2nd child. Cute little one if you ask me.

No, I don't live in Eastwood, Q.C. I'm from Taguig. Condo place still, though.

I have a business, yes, that's true, but not a clothing line. Let's just say, it's a place where girls would want to go and have their eyebrows/eyelashes pampered. If that's what you're thinking, then, YES!

I just turned 29 few weeks ago. Zodiac sign is LEO and not SCORPIO. Sorry, boys!

On my dummy FB account, there are few puzzling pictures of me. And to tell you, YES, that's the real me! At least, you have something to cheer about. Haha! On my private blog, well, I could only say that 'some' photos are mine. But those were WAAAAYYY back! Time when I was still in college and had this 'nene' body. LOL!

So there, that's me...

For the dark side of things...

My husband doesn't know I write erotic stories. Every time I am on my computer, composing one, I always pretended that I was just doing some 'auditing' for my business. Nobody knows except for my friends who shared their experiences to me. There were times that I got heated up during the midst of creating a story. And most of time, my husband is the beneficiary of my lustful endeavor.

It's true that I met one 'fan' from this site. I was thinking about committing a sin and trying another guy, just to let my steamy emotions out. But luckily, nothing happened. Oh, thank God it didn't push through! I am a tease, I know for sure, but I am not ready to do such thing. Nor will I ever think of doing it in the future. I don't want to risk my good life, for the sake of cooling my itchiness off. Been there, fuck that!

Thus, when hubby is not around, and my libido is high, I always end up wetting my panties and just sleeping it off.

Now, for the last few words...

I would like to say my appreciation to everyone who have read my stories, shared their opinions (good or bad), and exchanged thoughts with me. Without you guys, I wouldn't be here! So, from the bottom of my heart (and pussy :P), THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! For those few who left their comments on my FB account and those who privately messaged me, THANK YOU SO MUCH AS WELL!!! I couldn't reply to all of it but, rest assured, your thoughts are highly appreciated! For those who hate me, THANK YOU, TOO, for spending some time to read and critic my stories. I know I can't please everyone, but at least, I've tried to be in the middle. For this site's admins, THANK YOU for housing my stories!

So, there, I am sorry for all the drama. Haha! I just want to let my feelings out. :P

Until the next, then. ;)

This is “DY”, signing off...

xoxo!