Ladies' Confessions Series: First Time

Hi, my name is Gwen, and I am going to tell you a story about my first time sex encounter. This is no ordinary tale on how I lose my virginity to some random guy or an ex-lover of mine. This is a story on how I willingly submitted to my older sister's boyfriend. On how I committed a very unkind act. On how I crossed the line just to be pleasured by a man I never thought would give me so much bliss. On how I kept it from my sister just to bond our relationship. On how I, at a young age, became a slave of my own desires. On how I managed to get away with all of it, without anyone knowing until now.

I was in first year college back then. At that time, I don't have a boyfriend yet nor did I commit into a relationship. I was so innocent and still in that stage of 'exploring'. Coming from an all-girls exclusive high school, I didn't really get the chance to mingle with some boys. Also, being the bunso in the family, I am always bantay-sarado from my older siblings. So, whenever I'm not in school, I am just at home, staring at the TV the whole freakin' day! You can sum up that my teenage life was so boring, but fortunately, I always get what I want. Spoiled brat, as my kuya always used to say.

“Hello, Ate?”, as I answered my older sister's phone call.

“Hello, Gwen, nandito na kami sa labas. Wait ka na lang namin.”, she told me.

It was almost 6PM when my Ate Felice picked me up in school. It was raining so hard and sadly, I forgot to bring my jacket and umbrella, I hurriedly ran into the car and hopped inside as quickly as I can, but it didn't save my school uniform from getting so wet. Even my feet were drenched in rain after skipping on puddles of water. What a bummer!

“Oh! Wala ka palang payong. Sana sinabi mo para sinundo kita.”, my Ate said.

“Ok lang, Ate! Don't worry.”, I replied to her. “Hi, Kuya John.”, as I greeted my Ate's boyfriend, who was driving.

“Hi, Gwen!”, as he turned his head back to take a quick glimpse of me before driving off.

Ate Felice and Kuya John are couples for a very long time now. High school pa lang sila, they were already in this relationship. I've witnessed pretty much everything about their so-called couple life. Every laughter, every tears, I know all they've been to. It seems like, I am also a part of their book. My Ate doesn't keep secrets from me, she tells everything. Even though, she's 5 years older, my Ate and I are very close. Magkasundo kasi kami and we shared the same room before. I listen to her advices more often than my mom and dad's. She's more than an 'Ate' figure to me.

Kuya John, well, he is kind. Like my Ate Felice, he also gives some words of wisdom when I need it. First time my Ate introduced him to me, akala ko suplado siya, but it's the other way around. He is very approachable and sweet in his own way. Kuya John is so decent-looking. He always wear polo or shirts with collar, every time he takes a visit at our house. He is so neat, no mustache, no beard and all that excess hair. His hair is clean cut. Always wears a distinctive perfume. Bright, shiny teeth when he smiles. And a well-built, lean body figure to top it up. In short, I have this little thing about him. Not sure if it's infatuation, but certainly, I do have a crush on him. Slightly lang naman.

“Babe, are you hungry?”, heard Kuya John asked Ate.

“Hindi pa naman.”, Ate responded.

“How about you, Gwen, gutom ka na ba?”, as he looked through the rear view mirror.

“Hm, ok lang Kuya John. Hindi pa din gutom.”

“Nahiya ka pa. I know you're hungry.”, he smiled.

“He he! Oo, Kuya, medyo hungry na.”, told him.

Eventually, we ended up eating dinner at a fast food restaurant. It was Kuya John's treat, again. Ganun siya, mabait na, galante pa. Ate Felice is so lucky to have him.

While eating, my body couldn't stop trembling. Nilalamig kasi ako, due to the cold A/C plus my wet uniform. Kuya John noticed it and didn't have second thoughts getting his jacket inside the car. When he came back, Kuya John put it on me.

“Thank you, Kuya!”, as I said my gratitude.

“No problem! Dapat kasi hindi ka nagpapaulan. You might catch a cold, too.”

“When we get home, bigyan kitang gamot.”, Ate Felice commented.

In the middle of our meal, I noticed from the side of my eye that Kuya John's head was intermittently veering sideways. And whenever I kept my head straight, parang napapa sudden look away siya. Weird! He was sitting across us. Makatabi kami ni Ate Felice. Kuya John was seated in front of her. And then it hit me, medyo bukas pala yung upper buttons ng uniform ko. And since it was wet, my pink bra was clearly visible from the outside. I didn't want to think that Kuya was glaring at it, but it's a strong possibility that he was. Pa-simple ko na lang tinakpan ng jacket niya, to avoid further conflicts.

“Uhm, Gwen, musta naman studies mo?”, Kuya John suddenly questioned.

“Ok naman, Kuya John. Having a hard time coping with some lessons in Trigo, pero it'll be okay.”

“Trigonometry Babe, di ba magaling ka doon?”, Ate Felice then mentioned.

“Yup! Actually, it's one of my favorite subjects in college.”, her boyfriend answered.

“True! So, why don't you help Gwen on her studies? I'm sure, madali mo lang siyang matuturuan. Is that okay?”

“Sure! Why not? Bigyan niyo lang ako ng time magbasa-babsa ulit, baka kasi nakalimutan ko na din. He he!”

“Gwen, ok lang sa'yo, turuan ka ni John?”

“Oo naman, Ate!”, I replied.

So, that tutorial thing was planned on Kuya John's next visit at our house. It was a Saturday and I just came home from a friend's house. I saw Kuya John's car parked in front, thus, I knew he was already inside, waiting for me. As soon as I got inside, walang sila Ate sa sala. They're might be inside her room. I went up and walked towards her door. I knocked and tried turning the knob but it was locked. Hence, I knew they were in their 'private' time. So, I didn't bother them. Went inside my room, which is only beside Ate's, and just waited for them to be finished.

It's not the first time I catch them doing it, but for that particular moment, it got me really curious. The thought of it had me wondering so much that it got my ear leaning to the wall and was trying to hear them out. It was a surreal moment when I heard Ate's moans echoing inside her room. Puro 'oooohhs' ang naririnig ko. I turned off the fan so I can listen clearer. Then, I heard Kuya John saying 'ughs' and 'aahs'. It was so manly that it got me excited for no reason at all. After few more minutes, my body started to heat up. I don't know but something just tickled my inner spine. It was then that I decided to stop listening. I grabbed my towel, walked out of my room and went inside the bathroom.

While taking a bath, my mind continued to ponder on what started the little naughty fiasco I had. Never thought of having a hidden desire to my sister's boyfriend, but why now? Could it be that I was fantasizing on him? Maybe. How did it become that way? Probably, it began when we where at the fast food chain. Clearly, Kuya John was staring on my young cleavage. But, that thing is normal for guys, isn't it? It's for me to control my mind and not feed the fascination. But obviously, I was feeling otherwise. I never had this before, so I'm not sure what was going on.

After taking a quick shower, I returned to my room. Before I got inside, sakto namang lumabas si Kuya John from Ate's room...

“Hey, Gwen! Nandito ka na pala. Anyway, I'll just use the toilet then start na tayo?”, as he greeted me.

“Sige, Kuya, bihis lang ako.”, only the towel was covering my body.

“Ok. Sa sala na lang tayo?”

“Yup!”

“Oks! See you there!”

As soon as I put some clothes, I grabbed my stuff and went down to the living room. Kuya John was already waiting for me there. Saw Ate Felice in the dining area, munching some food. Put my books on the center table and sat adjacent to Kuya. He quickly took my Trigo book and asked me which topic should we start off with. After telling him which lessons I was having difficulties on, Kuya John began tutoring me.

“Ok, simulan natin sa radians. Ano ba ang hindi klaro sa'yo dito?”, he then asked.

“Nalilito kasi ako sa formula, Kuya. Although, my proper way naman to calculate. Still, hindi ko siya ma-gets.”, I answered.

He then drew a circle on a piece of paper and taught me how to simplify the equations. While Kuya John was talking, I couldn't help but think of what he and my Ate did a while ago. It was still fresh on my mind, thus, the thought was lingering during the tutorial session. Jeez! Ano ba 'to?! I should be paying attention to what he was teaching me, and not daydream on some dirty thoughts! But my imagination was keeping me off the real topic. Instead of understanding how to compute the radian, my mind was more on 'Ano kayang ginawa ni Kuya John para mapaungol niya ng ganoon si Ate?'. God, what the hell is wrong with me?!

Aside from it, naamoy ko nanaman yung pabango niya! His scent was like fresh-from-sex kind of thing. Kuya John kept talking and talking. I was like, nodding to nothing. Every time he opened his mouth, I pictured it glazing on Ate Felice's lips, or nipples, or her private part. Every time his eyes looked at me, I pictured it staring on my sister's voluptuous body. Ano kaya ang asset niya, that was keeping Ate crazily over him? Damn! It is true! I was fantasizing on him! My age of curiosity has began!

“Gwen? Nagegets mo ba o masyado akong mabilis?”, as he snapped me back in the right consciousness.

“Uhm, oo, Kuya, ok naman. He he!”, as I giggled.

Kuya John continued. And so was my fantasy. From his face, my eyes diverged to his cargo shorts. Shit! Gaano kaya kalaki? Never seen one before. I have no idea what it looks like in the flesh. But my kooky mind was drawing it on my vision. I was picturing Kuya John without any shorts and underwear. God, I wish I can take a short glimpse of it!

“Gwen? Gwen?”

“Oh, yes, Kuya?”

“Ok, try to solve this nga.”, as he handed over my book.

Shit! Patay! Paano 'to? I didn't get any of his teachings! Bahala na! Tried answering his sample seat work and crossed my fingers that I got it correctly. After few seconds of waiting, Kuya John was delighted to know that my answers were right! Wew! That wiped my sweat off! Before we proceeded, I told him that I'll just take a quick use of the toilet.

Hurriedly went upstairs to use our bathroom. Pulled down my panties and urinated. When I was about to put my undies back, a white, gooey thing was above the thin layer. At first thought, I was like 'WTF?'. But soon, it hit me, it was my own juice flowed out of my innocent flower. Tangina! Nag-wet na ako kaagad dahil lang doon? It only means one thing – I was undeniably having a craze for my sister's boyfriend!

The next couple of days, I thought the feeling would die out. But it didn't. It was stuck in me like a bond that won't go away that easily. Thus, I tried wearing seductive clothes, not to completely entice Kuya John, but I just wanted to get more of his attention. Mapatitig lang saiya sakin, ok nako doon. Wore plunging tank tops, very short shorts and even almost-transparent shirts but he was too elusive. There were short peeks but not the long ones I was expecting from him. He was too cautious, I should say. Takot mahuli ng Ate ko.

Even though, I didn't receive so much TLC, it was enough for me to feed my mind, and also get wet. There was one night that I had too much naughtiness going on inside my brains, that I had the urge to touch myself. That time, I've never masturbated nor played with my private parts. But that night, thinking about Kuya John got me sore heated up that I began feeling myself up. I wasn't even sure if I was doing it right, but nonetheless, I went for it. Eventually, lalo lang akong nag-crave! Poor me!

Day after day has passed and doing it on my own couldn't satisfy me anymore. So, I was thinking of really provoking him to violate my body. Natatakot ako at kinakabog ng konsensya. I don't have the guts to commit a bad act that would jeopardize my relationship with Ate Felice. But, my body was becoming restless. Each time I see Kuya John, my innocence was shouting, 'Hey! Let me out!'. Hindi lang naman siya ang guy sa mundo, but my desire for him was unbearable! I wanted it so fucking bad! So, the next time an opportunity knocks on the door, I will grab it, with no hesitations! Bahala na!

That chance came when my sister and Kuya John came home from a party. I was still in the living room, watching TV when they come knocking on the door. As I opened it, akay ni Kuya John si Ate dahil lasing na lasing na. I also smelled Kuya's alcoholic breath so I knew he, too, had a little drink. Helped him carry Ate to the room and laid her on the bed.

“Masyadong madaming naimon ang Ate mo. Wait, kuha lang ako ng tubig sa baba.”, Kuya John told me.

“Ok, Kuya.”, I replied.

As he went down, I looked upon my Ate and she was totally wasted! Tulog na tulog na! Then, I knew it was my chance. Strike before everything comes back to normal. Inside my mind, I told her, 'Forgive me, Ate, but I have to do this!' Quietly closed her door and sneaked downstairs to follow her boyfriend. It was past midnight, so people were already asleep. As I reached the kitchen, Kuya John was refilling a tumbler of water on the dispenser. I stood inches from him and waited until he was finished.

Kuya John turned his back and surprised to see me there. “Oh! Gwen, nandiyan ka pala. Tinakot mo naman ako!”, he said.

“Sorry, Kuya.”, as my eyes were already giving him some signs.

“Kamusta Ate mo? Nagising ba?”

“No.”, briefly answered as I started walking closer to him.

My eyes were deadlocked on him. It was tamed but signaling a depressed message. He never looked away and glared at me as well. Inch by inch, I came nearer. In seconds, I was a hand away to him. Only the water tumbler was between our bodies. God, he is tall! I had to look up, just to reconnect my vision on his eyes.

“Uhm, Kuya, I want to tell you something...”

“What is it, Gwen?”

I grabbed the tumbler and put it on the table. Then, I gasped one big chunk of air before I dug my lips onto his. It was really awkward as I got him by surprise. He didn't kiss back and asked me stop.

“Woah! Gwen! Teka lang!”, he then questioned.

Nagulat din talaga ako sa ginawa ko. I mean, it was never the plan to kiss him that soon, but I was so eager that I had to do so. Jeez! Napahiya ako. “Sorry, Kuya! Shit! I'm so sorry!”, as I covered my face with utter shame.

“Bakit mo ginawa yun?”

“Sorry talaga! I don't know! It just happened! So sorry!”

Afterwards, I rapidly went upstairs to go back in my room. Kuya John quickly followed me and was requesting me to stop but I kept on walking. When we reached the 2nd floor, he grabbed my arm and paused me.

“Sandali lang, Gwen!”, as he quietly told me.

“Bakit, Kuya?”

“Tell me, what was that kiss for?”

Didn't answer and put my head down. But he lifted it up, using his hand, and asked me again...

“Just tell me, Gwen...”

Hindi talaga ako sumagot. I didn't know what to respond. So, I walked off and went to my room. Nilingon ko siya bago ako pumasok ng kwarto. He was still looking at me, trying to find some answers on his own. I went in but intentionally left the door open. I was inviting Kuya John. But I wasn't sure if he was going to bite it. Stood in one corner, faced the door and waited. My heart was pounding really fast! Kabadong kabado ako! If he comes in through that door, God know what will happen! Tangina talaga!

Seconds became minutes, but still, no sign of him. I was going to walk towards the door and close it when finally, a hand reached in on the door knob! And then, saw his head carefully snuck inside! Kuya John saw me standing, waiting in vain. We were eye to eye when he completely had his whole body inside my room. He closed the door and pressed the lock. Shit just got real! He accepted my invitation! FUCK! What now?!

We were not saying a damn word. Nakatitig lang kami sa isa't-isa. It was a couple of minutes before he started walking near me. My body was trembling! My heart was pumping blood like hell! Ano na, Gwen? Sinimulan mo 'to, panindigan mo!

Our bodies slowly collided once again. He held my chin up and looked at me. I was teary-eyed. Mixed emotions. Guilt and excitement. Family or lust. Fuck or bust. The answer, Kuya John, is in between my legs. Please help me unleash it! And so he did...

He made the first move this time. Kuya John gently kissed my lips. He pulled back momentarily to see my reactions. But my eyes were shut as I waited for more. He kissed me again. This time, more fluently. We were engaging lips over lips. Slowly, surely, gracefully. Kuya John pulled back once again. Then returned with a slight force. His tongue then began to roam around my upper, lower lips, as if it was trying to get inside my mouth. Sensing its passion, I welcomed it. Then, the tongue maneuvered above mine and swirled around like an earthworm digging for food. Ginaya ko siya. And in an instant, we were French-kissing!

“Hhmmmm...”, I moaned inside his mouth.

His hands went down on my waistline and lightly pressing his fingers on it. I could tell that he was also excited on the moment. To be fair, I wrapped my arms around his neck while we commenced on our torrid kisses. My boobs were rubbing against his bulky chest. I could feel his thing poking me on the stomach area. The sexual tension was really high!

Kuya John was holding back a bit. And he should be, because he was cheating on his girlfriend. Cheating on my Ate. Thus, I had to make him comfortable. I got his right hand and slowly guided it from my waist, up on my right boob. It was then that he became confident, as he began mashing it above my spaghetti-strap top.

“Uhhhhmmmm...”

Later, his fingertips casually removed the strap. It went down on its own, exposing one side of my black bra. Bumalik kamay niya sa right boob ko. But he pulled the cap and revealed my young chest. Kuya John's fingers started playing with my nipple. Its pointy and middle were toying it in between. I was feeling ecstatic! The lust sky-rocketed! Ang sarap! Nakuryente ako! Shit!

“Aaaahhh!”, as I momentarily let go of his lips.

Binaba niya ang ulo niya. He began feasting on my neck. Pa-dampi dampi lang. Kuya John was teasing the hell out of me! And then, he went up on my ear and exhaled a hot, steamy, alcohol-smell breath of his. It tickled and jolted my body! Lalo akong nanlambot! This man was giving me so much pleasure, even without the actual deed yet!

Couple of minutes later, he laid me on the bed. Nakapatong siya sa akin. The tip of his manhood was pinning on my lower abdomen. My legs were still tightly closed. Kuya John was trying to slide his knee in between but I was countering it. He lowered his right hand and brushed its finger above my slit, through my satin shorts. I felt its wiggling motion as it was trying to search for the pot of gold between the narrow space of my crotch. Diniiinan niya pa lalo. Pucha! Sumakto talaga sa mani ko! I became weaker every time he touches it. My legs began to part. And just like that, his lower body successfully squeezed in the middle. Bumilis lalo ang paghinga ko! I wasn't ready yet, but we were already there, no more turning back!

Tumigil siya at umangat ng bahagya. Kuya John clamped his fingers on my shorts and panties' waist line. Gusto na niya akong hubaran sa baba. But I stopped him from doing so. Shit! Nahihiya pa ako! He's the first guy who will see my fresh, untouched vagina. He looked at me and was mimicking, 'It's okay. Don't worry'. My eyes were like, 'No. I'm not ready, pero gusto ko'. Fuck naman, Gwen! Ang gulo mo! Thought I wanted to be free from innocence and start indulging my sexuality. But I chickened out for a second there and also, Ate Felice came into my mind. She was so clueless what was going to happen. Jeez! I don't know, the feeling was so weird!

“Wait, first time mo?”, he asked.

“Yes, Kuya...”, my eyes were tender with some slight tears on it.

“It's going to be okay. Don't worry.”, like what I've read on his thoughts.

Again, he then tried pulling my undergarments. From holding it so tight, my grip became powerless. Eventually, I submitted. Naibaba niya ito at tinanggal. I immediately covered my hole with both of my hands. I was giving him a hard time. Like a virgin usually does, yes? And then, his head went down there. He smelled it above my hands. Saw him inhaled the scent of a celibate's flower. He nod in thrill.

“Hm, patingin naman niyan, please?”, he begged.

“Kuyaaaa....”

Kuya John didn't force it. Thus, he waited for me to give in. Oh, my God! Nahihiya talaga ako! Parang ayoko na! But my body was urging me so bad! Fuck talaga!

“Please?”, he asked again, while looking at me.

I don't know if he has some Jedi mind, but all of a sudden, my hands began to open up for him. One hand at a time, I gradually remove both of it, finally exposing my very fresh, hairless pussy. Jeez! Hindi ko na lang siya tinignan. I was blushing in shame. Never thought that my sister's boyfriend would be the first viewer of it! But I just to have to suck it up, for my own cravings. For my longing. For my long-overdue break out in the world of sex!

“Wow!”, heard him commented.

The next thing I knew, his lips glazed on my dripping hole. Very slowly. Very gently. I quickly felt the sensation, dealt by it! It was dreamlike, or much better! Napakapit na lang kamay ko sa bedsheet. I savored his mouth as it casually played above my cunt. He wasn't using his tongue yet but the emotion was so extreme!

“Ooooohhhhhhh...”, a long moan came out of me.

Kuya John gripped his hands on my thighs and then his head dug deeper, pressing his mouth even stiffer on my pussy. Few seconds later, his tongue became active. He licked the sides. Then traced the thin slit until it parted the labia, causing his tongue to maneuver inside my sensitive genitalia. He easily found THE spot. The one they're talking. The holy grail of women. The clitoris. Hello God, am I in heaven already? Because it felt that way! Fuck!

“Oooooohhh... Sheeeeettt!!!”, my gripe became louder.

He encircled his tongue around it. Focused there for God knows how long! Felt like forever! Felt like I was traveling from heaven and Earth! Every stroke of his cunnilingus, there's a gazillion of juices running through my innermost. My body was shaking. My cunt was shuddering. My eyes were rolled. My fingers were almost ripping the sheets. My nipples were rock-like. My legs were so numb. Everything was great! Pero may iba akong gusto! I want to feel his cock! I want it so fucking bad!

“Kuyaaaaa..... Do it naaaaaa....”, I pleaded.

He stopped. “Are you sure?”

“Yessss!”, without looking at him.

I felt him stood up. Heard his belt unbuckled. Then the sound of his shorts, coming down from his waist. Naghintay ako sa dilim. Nakapikit lang ako. He re-positioned his self between my legs. I was anticipating it. My heart was beating like a locomotive train, with full steam ahead. Shit! Here we go, Gwen! Don't chicken out this time!

Then, a slight pat of his tip above my flower. And then another one. Then another. Its movement began to slide up and down on the line. He was gathering something, not sure what was it. But, I knew he was just readying his dick. Few moments later, the big tip was carefully pointed on the entrance. Nakatutok na yung kanya! Then, Kuya John slowly thrusted. And I mean, it was very slowly. Ok, that's fine. Wala akong naramdamang kirot.

“Go lang, Kuyaaaaa...”, as I held his arm.

He pushed it inside again. This time, it hurt like hell! Ang sakit pala! Felt like something was torn inside. Napabaon ang mga kuko ko sa braso niya! I knew it wasn't even half way in me, but it was already tearing me apart.

“Shit, Kuya, wait!”

Kuya John pulled his cock out. “Gusto mo pa bang ituloy?”

Hindi ako nakasagot kaagad. I was catching my breath. My eyes were still closed but there were tears coming out at the sides. There is always a choice whether to continue it or not. It was up to me. Sa totoo lang, parang ayoko na. I was afraid to get hurt again. But, what will it be worth if there's no pain to be felt? All of us go through this. For me to mature as a woman, I need to do this. I have to do this.

After a few minutes, I told him. “Kuya, let's do this...”, this time, I opened my eyes and looked at him.

He didn't respond Pumatong na siya ulit. Kuya John guided his dick on the hole and gradually put it in. We didn't let go of our visions. Our eyes were locked on as he pushed inwards. Deeper and deeper his manhood went. Nasaktan pa rin, pero hindi na yung tulad nung unang beses. The next thing I knew, Kuya John's cock was completely inside my pussy.

We kissed. He didn't move yet. Our tongues entangled and had sword fight. His body was pressed on me. My legs were anchored around his lower back. My hands were tightly hugging his broad shoulders. We were so passionate, at least, for that moment. And then, he inched forward. Pulled back out and then drilled my pussy again. Kuya John was beginning to, technically, fuck me! Tangina! Virgin no more!

“Aaaaaahhhhhh!!”, as I broke out of our kisses.

The pace quickened after a few pumps. He was now thrusting his manhood very smoothly. His back was lifted, put his arms at my sides and acted as a support, while he missionary'd my cunt. Pain was still there, but the pleasure was overpowering it. God, he is HUGE! Galit na galit ang titi niya!

“Shit ka, Gwen! Argh!”, he said to me.

“Kuyaaaaahhhh... Moreeee! Hhmmmmmmpppfff!”, as I bit my lips and urged him.

He fucked me harder but still maintaining his distance not to hurt me further. My hands diverged down on his butt. I was pulling it. Clutching it. So he can drill me deeper. Pero maingat talaga siya. Ayaw niya akong sagarin. He was holding back, for sure. Thus, I grabbed his head and hauled it on my still-exposed chest. He bit the nipple and feasted on the areola. He sucked it very strongly. God, he is so good at this! Ate, pahiram muna ng boyfriend mo ah!

“Ooooohhhhhhh! Fuuuuuckk! Oooooohhhhhh!!”, I was moaning at will.

“Argh! Gwen, don't tell this to your Ate ha? Aaahhh!”, as he whispered to my ear.

“Yes, Kuyaaaahhh! Uhhhmmmmppppfff!

Kuya John continued to amuse my wet hole. He was moving in a swift motion. In and out, in and out. Deep in, half out. Every time the skin of his manhood rubs against my delicate pussy, it was divine! It was a feeling I never thought it would be that much enchanting. God, I wish the agitation would never end! Pero, alam kong mahirap nang maulit ito. I just took the risk, and so far, it was returning me all the favors. Sinusulit ko lang gabi.

Napapikit siyang bigla. His face was like about to crumple. And then, he removed his dick from me...

“AAAAHHHHHHHH!!! TANGINAAAAAHHH!!!””, as white slimy liquids came out of its tip.

Shit! Ganoon pala itsura ng kanila. I was astonished while watching him stroke his thing. His man-juice was all over my navel area. He filled it up with it. As in, sobrang dami! It was hot, gooey and has a bleach-like smell. Waited for him to relish his moment. Nanginginig pa si Kuya John habang hawak niya ang kanya. And few minutes after, he returned to consciousness. He leaned forward to kiss my lips before pulling back up to stand and put his shorts and briefs back. He grabbed one of my dirty shirts, hanging on the chair, and used it to wipe off his cum on me. Nagmadali naman din akong ibalik ang panti at shorts ko.

“Gwen, I have to go. Baka magising Ate mo. Ok?”, he was about to leave.

Hindi ako sumagot. Tumango lang ako. I was sitting on the corner of my bed. Tulala ako noong lumabas siya ng kwarto. I was thinking. I was pinching myself and thought it was only a dream. It was real. Hindi nako virgin. Surely, I enjoyed it. But then, I started to cry. I sobbed hard. Humahagugol ako sa iyak. I couldn't believe I've done such thing that might hurt my relationship with my Ate Felice. After the sex, all I thought of was, the question 'Why?'. Bakit ko nagawa yun? Cried even harder when I thought of how kind my Ate is at me. Tapos, ganoon lang gagawin ko sa kanya? Couldn't stop my tears from falling. It was hard to suck it in.

I stood up, walked towards the mirror and looked at myself. Naghubad ako. I lightly touched my vagina. Thought to myself...

'I'm a woman now... I know this is wrong... But... I wanted more....'

After all those tears, at the end, there was a big smile on my face. Ate, I love you that much, but your boyfriend and I have just began our affair...