Ladies' Confessions Series: It's Complicated

“Tony, I should tell her now. Hindi ko na kayang patagalin pa. Please, let me tell her everything. She's my best friend at ayokong magsinungaling pa sa kanya.”

I was outside the restaurant. From my view, kita ko ang best friend kong si Che, hinihintay ako. I planned to meet her up again so I could exploit what me and her husband was doing secretly. At that point, wala pa siyang kaalam-alam sa mga nangyayari samin ni Tony. Every day that has passed, felt like my conscience was getting heavier. Minsan, hindi ako pinapatulog nito. Kaya isang araw, nagpasya na talaga akong sabihin ang lahat. And I will expect the worst reaction from her. But at least, matatanggal na yung tinik sa loob ko.

“No, Kate! Let's work this out. Ako na lang magsasabi sa kanya. Please, 'wag mo munang sabihin ngayon. I'm begging you.”, sabi ni Tony sa kabilang linya ng telepono.

“Kelan pa, Tony?! Matagal na nating tinatago ito sa kanya! I will tell her now.”, then hang up the phone.

He tried calling me again but I didn't answer. Naglakad na ako papunta sa restaurant para kitain ang aking kaibigan. Kinakabahan ako sa pwedeng mangyari but I already readied myself for it. Bahala na! I just hope she'll listen to me first before things get crazy.

“Hi, Kate!”, bati ni Che sakin nang makita niya akong papalapit.

“Hey, Bes!”, sabay beso ko sa kanya.

I sat down with a worried face but she didn't notice.

“Kanina pa ako nandtio ha? Ang tagal mo, Bes.”, biro niya sakin.

“Sorry, Bes. May kinausap pa kasi ako kanina. Anyway, kumain ka na ba?”, I asked her.

“Hindi pa nga eh. Shall we eat?”

“Uhm, sige, order tayo.”

We then ordered something to eat. I'd rather tell her everything, having us with full stomach than take all the hatred and cursing with an empty one. I was hoping it could somehow relieve her for all the stress when she hears my story. Kaso, baka lumipad naman ang mga kubyertos kapag nalaman na niya ang lahat. Huwag naman sana!

After munching our meal and the dessert we ordered, I began to open up with her...

“Che, may sasabihin ako sa'yo...”

“Oh, go! Ano yun?”, she was taking it lightly, didn't know it'll be a bombastic news.

“Uhm, it's about me and Tony...”

Her face turned into serious mode after hearing her husband's name. “Ok, I'm listening...”

Few months back...

Ralph and I were in Che's parents' house for her baby shower. She was already 8 months pregnant and a few more weeks, she'll be having her first child with Tony. I've never been excited for them but in a darker side, I still feel guilty for the infidel things her husband has done with me. Hindi naman kami laging nagkikita ni Tony but when we do, laging may nangyayari saming dalawa.

That day, we were with our other friends. Mga kaibigan naming matagal nang hindi nakikita at nakakasama. Nasa living area kami, having some chit-chats about our lives. We were also having some jokes and sharing some laughter. Behind all those happy moments, little that they know, may mainit na koneksyon na nangyayari samin ni Tony. The guys were at the dining area but both of us were glaring at each other, discreetly.

“So, Kate, musta naman kayo ni Ralph?”, one of our friends suddenly asked.

“Uhm, ok naman.”, I briefly answered.

“Gaano na ba kayo katagal? At paano kayo nagkakilala?”, the other one questioned.

“Almost a year na kami ni Ralph. We are officemates then pinakilala lang siya sakin ng colleague ko. Ayun. He he!”, as I explained to them.

“Ay nako, ma-sikreto kasi yang si Kate! Bigla ko na lang din nalaman na may boyfriend na pala ang gaga!”, pabirong sinabi ni Che.

Che was right. Madami akong tinatagong sikreto sa kanya. Hindi niya alam na pumatol ako sa asawa niya. Asawa niyang naging ex ko. Isang bagay na hindi din niya alam. And whenever we talked about her husband, I just stayed quiet because behind that, there was more to it. It was not just about the sex, actually, it was more than that. Unti-unting bumabalik ang damdamin ko kay Tony. Alam kong bawal, pero tao lang ako at hindi ko mapigilan.

Across at the other side, an ear was carefully listening to all of the conversations. Napaptingin samin si Tony kapag nababanggit ang pangalan niya. Baka kasi may masabi ako tungkol sa aming dalawa. I'm sure he wouldn't want their baby shower celebration to end in a disastrous way. So, he was keeping all of his senses on alert.

“Naku, ubos na yung red wine natin!”, sabi ng isa naming kaibigan.

“Meron pa doon sa ref.”, sambit naman ni Che.

“Teka, kunin ko.”, as I volunteered.

I grabbed the empty bottle and walked towards the kitchen. When I passed the guys in the dining area, tumingin ako kay Tony. Tingin na parang nang-aakit. He gave me a smirk before sipping on his glass of rum. I was hoping that he will follow me. Not too long that I found out that he actually was going to.

Segundo lang ang pagitan nang masundan ako ni Tony sa kusina. Hinawakan niya kamay ko para yayain ako sa likurang bahagi ng bahay. It's the backyard but it was too dark and only the moonlight was lighting the place.

Tony and I began kissing each other. I wrapped my arms around him. Humawak naman siya sa balakang ko.

“Uhhhmmm... I missed you...”, as I told him shortly.

“Kate... I missed you, too!”, sagot naman niya.

After a while, I hurried up and knelt down in front of him. Binuksan ko ang zipper ng pantalon niya sabay dukot sa kanyang sandata. Natutulog pa ito nung pagkalabas ko, so I immediately used my tongue to wake it up. It got so erected just after a few seconds. I then put it inside my mouth and began sucking it.

“Hmmmm....”, heard him moan.

I licked his shaft so hardly. Played with its helmet and churned my tongue around it. Sumabay ang kamay ko at sinalsal ang katawan ng kanyang galit na ispada. Hawak-hawak niya lang ang ulo habang pinapanuod akong kainin ang kanyang ari.

“Oooohhh, Kate...”

After his thing was fully lubricated, I stood up and leaned my back on the wall. Sumunod siya at lumapit sakin. He hiked my dress, lifted my left leg and was aiming his dick onto my pussy. Hinawi ko ang aking panti to welcome him in. Tony moved forward and gently inserted his manhood.

“Aaahh! Shit!”, mahina kong ungol.

He began to bang me while we were both standing up. Hawak niya lang ang hita ko habang patuloy ang pagbira ng titi niya. Mabilis. Malakas. Masarap. We should do it fast before anyone could notice.

“Uhm, Kate, ang sarap mo talaga! Tangina kaaa!”, he was talking dirty.

“Bilisan mo pa, please? Kantutin mo pa akoooohh!”, utos ko sa kanya.

At bumilis nga ang pagkantot niya. Tony was ramming my cunt as he was like a locomotive train. I was enjoying it so much!

“Shit ka! Malapit nakooohhh!”, he suddenly told me.

“Tony, can you hold it longer? Fuuucck!!”

But he couldn't. Just after few more pumps, he removed his cock and masturbated it. His cum popped out and dropped on the grassy part of the backyard. Nabitin ako pero hindi ko na din siya napigilan. Inayos ko na lang ulit ang sarili bago pumasok sa loob ng bahay. I walked fast back to the fridge to get the bottle of red wine. Before heading back to the living room, tinignan ko muna ang sarili ko sa salamin na nakasabit malapit sa kusina.

“Hay, salamat! Nakabalik din ang bruha!”, Che commented.

“Ang tagal mo naman, sis.”, sabi ng isa.

“Sorry, girls. Nag-CR pa kasi ako. Sumama pakiramdam ng tiyan ko.”, sinabo kong dahilan.

“Don't tell me you're not going to drink anymore?”, my best friend asked.

“Hind ah! I'm still fine. Let's just drink to that.”

“Ha ha! Go, kaya niyo na lang. Sana pwede din ako maki-join kaso baka biglang lumabas 'tong anak ko.”, biro niya.

Few minutes after, nakita kong nakabalik na din si Tony. Sumimple lang ulit ako ng tingin sa kanya habang umiinom ng red wine. He also glimpsed at me and smiled. Sa loob-loob ko, naasar ako kasi binitin niya ako. Pero, if we could have stayed there longer, lalong magtataka ang mga tao. Lalo na't kami lang dalawa ang nawala. It would have been a very difficult grave to dig out from, if ever.

It was passed midnight when everybody left. Kami na lang nila Ralph ang naiwan, and of course, si Tony and Che. The guys transferred from the dining area to the couch. Sinamahan nila kami since, wala naman nang tao that time. We continued our night by drinking all the leftovers. I was getting tipsy at some point dahil marami na din akong nainom. Ralph was also drunk kasi baluktot na kung magsalita. Tony was still ok. Che, well, all she did is to watch us.

“Guys, here's for our friendship.”, Tony offered a toast.

“Cheers! Salamat sa pagimbita niyo samin.”, sabi naman ng boyfriend kong si Ralph.

“Cheers!”, I also raised my glass and acknowledged it.

“Siya nga pala, Pare, alagaan mong mabuti 'yang si Kate ah. Ayaw namin ni misis na madungisan ang kutis niyan. He he!”, Tony told Ralph.

“Oo naman, Pare. Akong bahala diyan. Diba, Babe, lagi naman kitang inaalagaan?”, sabay tingin sakin ni Ralph.

“Ha ha! Of course! Ikaw, Tony, alagaan mo 'yang best friend ko ah. She'll be needing you, always.”, bilin ko pa kay Tony.

“Siyempre naman!”, taas noo pang sagot niya.

“So, Pare, matanong lang and excuse me, Che ah. Hindi ka na nakaka-score kay misis kasi delikado na? Ha ha! Kawawa ka naman, Dude.”, as Ralph laughed so hard.

“Well, actually, marami namang paraan eh. If you know what I mean.”, tawa din ni Tony sabay sulyap sakin.

Napangiti ako ang bahagya dahil wala silang kaalam-alam na ako ang ginagawa niyang parausan. Sounded bad, but I'll take it. Anything to make Tony satisfied. As long as he's happy, I'm happy as well.

“Hay nako, Hun! Kung alam ko lang, siguro lagi kang nagsasarili, ano?”, tanong ni Che sa asawa niya.

Tahimik lang ako habang nagtatawanan sila. I was also laughing at some point, but in another thought, I was thinking of up to when this hiding game will be. Even though, I was loving this game Tony and I were playing, naiisip ko din ang magiging epekto nito kapag nalaman ni Che. I didn't really want to hurt my friend, because she's almost a sister for me, pero sadyang mapusok ang dadamin ko para kay Tony. As I've mentioned, hindi lang sa pagtatalik ang dahilan nitong ginagawa ko, it was more than that. Napapamahal na ulit ako sa ex ko. Mind and heart were having a serious conflict at hindi ko alam kung sino susundin.

Nagpaalam na samin si Che at aakyat na daw siya para matulog. She was already tired and I couldn't imagine her baby's added weight has brought added stress to her back and other parts of the body. I've heard, mahirap magbuntis. Madali kang mapagod at laging may sumasakit. So, I couldn't blame her if she wants to go to bed already.

“Guys, hatid ko lang si Che sa room ha? I'll be back.”, paalam ni Tony.

Ralph and I were left in the couch. Since, nabitin ako kanina sa pagtatalik namin ni Tony, I got naughty with my boyfriend and started caressing his cock from outside his shorts. Nagustuhan naman niya ito at gumanti ng himas sa suso ko.

“Hmmm, Babe...”, I sobbed.

We kissed, It was wild. Nalasahan namin ang alak sa mga bungaga namin. Nagpapalitan kami ng laway. Mabilis nanumbalik ang libog ko. But I was still holding back a bit because Tony might see us. Ayoko siyang masaktan pero I have to do this kasi masakit sa puson pag nabibitin. I need to let the heat out!

His hand crawled from my boob down to my inner thighs. Ralph fondled it for a minute or so before inserting it inside my dress and through my panties. Mabilis niyang naabot ang basa kong pekpek.

“Babe, you're already wet...”, he said.

“Sssshhh!”

Para hindi na siya masyadong magtaka, hinalikan ko na lang siya ulit. He was fingering me there as we continued with our lavishing mouths. I wanted to reach for his angry cock and let it out, but I was still composing myself and not to be too much greedy. Shit, ang hirap ng sitwasyon ko. Gusto kong magparaos kay Ralph pero ayoko ding makita kami ni Tony, because I might lose him again.

Before things went out of proportions, narinig kong pababa na ng hagdan si Tony. Buti na lang at hindi kita ang living room from where he was coming from kaya hindi niya kami nasilayan. I quickly stopped Ralph. He removed his fingers and poised his self. Sumandal na lang ako sa braso niya para hindi na din mahalata.

“Oh, okay pa rin ba kayo diyan?”, sabi samin ni Tony.

“Uhm, Tony, I think we have to go na. Medyo antok na kasi 'tong si Ralph eh.”, ako na ang sumagot sa kanya.

“Oo, Bro, we need to go na din pala. It's already late. Nakakahiya naman sa parents ni Che.”, my boyfriend followed up.

“Sige, go. Ok lang.”, Tony replied.

Nagpaalam na kaming pareho kay Tony. Ralph already went outside to have a quick smoke. I excused myself for a while because I wanted to use the bathroom for a quick pee. Tony guided me there.

“Are you okay?”, tanong bigla ni Tony bago pa man ako makapasok ng banyo.

“Uhm, actually, no. You left me hanging.”

“Oh, sorry. Let me make it up to you some other day. Ok?”

“How about now, Tony?”

I went inside the comfort room, leaned my hands on the tiled wall and arched my back. I was inviting him to fuck me from behind.

“Kate, hindi pwede. Baka hanapin ka na ni Ralph.”, Tony worriedly said.

“Are you chicken, Tony?”, as I teased him.

Lifted my dress, pulled my panties down and spread my legs. “So, are you going to fuck me, or what?”

The alcohol really got me. I became bolder and wasn't thinking of us getting caught. Gusto ko lang naman makaraos, that was it!

Hindi din nagtagal at lumapit din si Tony. He put his manhood inside my waiting vagina and commenced banging me. Medyo malambot pa ito nung pumasok sakin pero mabilis ding tumigas nang nagsimula siyang kumadyot.

“Ang libog mo, Kate.... Fuck ka!”

“Oooooohhh! Stop talking and just fuck me harder!”

From holding my hips, Tony's hands went up to my boobs and massaged it. Sinalo niya ang mga ito at pinisil-pisil. His fingers from his left hand then pulled the cloth down, together with the bra, to pinch my nipple.

“Aaaahhh! Sheeet!”, as I was moaning.

His other set of fingers reached for my clit and played with it. Ton'y cock was inside me. His left hand was pinching and fondling my boob. His right hand was on my button. Dog style. Inside the comfort room. While boyfriend was waiting for me outside the house and my best friend was sleeping. Wow! I didn't imagine I could do such heinous act!

In minutes, sa wakas at nilabasan na ako. Buti na lang at tinakpan ni Tony ang bibig ko kaya hindi ako masyadong napaungol sa sarap. He, too, came after me. His jizz was all over my butt cheeks. He grabbed a towel and used it to clean it up. Afterwards, he went outside the comfort room. Naiwan naman ako para umihi.

When I got outside, Ralhp was already in his car and waiting for me. Hindi na ako nakapagpaalam pa ulit kay Tony, that deed was enough for me to bid my goodbye. And yes, Ralph and I still continued our lustful beginning. We did it inside his car. For that night alone, I came twice. Isa sa boyfriend ko at isa sa asawa ng best friend ko. How more bitchy could I be?

Fast forward into the story. After 3 more weeks, nanganak na si Che. I visited her at the hospital. She bore a healthy baby girl. I had mixed emotions that time, isang natutuwa para sa kaibigan ko, ang isa nama'y naawa. Pity because she has done nothing wrong to deserve all of this mess. She's too kind to be treated like crap by us. Hindi na dapat ito humantong sa ganito kung nakinig lang ako sa utak ko. That day, became a turning point for me. Nagbago bigla ang ihip ng hangin. I was leaning towards to the good end of the tunnel. Gusto ko nang itigil ang pakikipaglaro kay Tony.

So, while Che was in the nursery, breastfeeding her baby, kinausap ko si Tony sa maternity room...

“Tony, I want to stop this now. Naawa nako sa best friend ko, sa asawa mo. Let us end this.”, naluluha kong sinabi sa kanya.

Lumapit siya sakin para hawakan ang pisngi ko. “Kate, I don't know but ikaw na ang mas mahal ko. Handa akong iwan anak ko at si Che para lang magkasama na tayo ulit.”

“What the fuck?! Do you even hear yourself while you're talking??”, my tears were already falling from my eyes.

“I know. Pero ito talaga nararamdaman ko ngayon. Mahal kita, Kate. Mahal na mahal kita! Please!”, he was trying to kiss me pero umiiwas ako.

“NO! Tony, please, we have to stop this shit! Para sa kaibigan ko. Kung ayaw mo na sa kanya, at least, own your responsibilities as a father to your child.”, I couldn't stop crying.

Lalabas na sana ako ng room pero pinigilan niya ako. He slammed the door and locked it.

“Ano ba?! Bitiwan mo nga ako!”, nagpupumiglas ako sa yakap niyang mahigpit.

“Ssssshh! Please, Kate... Please?”, he then tried to kiss me.

I didn't know what happened but I began to kiss him back. Things happened so fast that we found ourselves making out on top of the patient's bed. The scene turned me on and it drove me so crazy! Akala ko matatapos na ang katarantaduhang ginagawa namin pero sa isang maalab na halik, nakuha nanaman niya ang puri ko. Fuck my life!

Tony rapidly undressed me. He did the same, too. Pareho na kaming hubo't-hubad habang naghahalikan sa ibabaw ng kama ng ospital. He got me so wet in an instant. His dick was also stiff like a rock.

He then wasted no time and started to fuck me, missionary style...

“Kate... I love youuuu... Uhhmmm...”, as he was repeatedly saying.

“Ooooohhhh!”, ang sagot ko ay mainit na ungol.

I threw my principals out of the window in a matter of minutes. I failed again. Failed to control myself. Lalo ko lang sinasaktan ang kaibigan ko. Ayokong isiping mahal ko na din si Tony pero malakas ang dating niya. I couldn't resist him. He was my first love after all. So, there we were again, pleasuring our sinful lives.

“Kate, I'm cumming... Aaaaahhhhh! AAAHHHHH!”

“Shit, Tony, sabay tayooohhhhh! FUCCCCKKKK!!!”

Pareho naming naabot ang langit. He exploded inside me. I felt his hot cum as it was mixed with mine. Ang sarap ng bawal! Tangina!

Let's go back to where we started... Back in the restaurant...

“Che, may sasabihin ako sa'yo...”

“Oh, go! Ano yun?”, she was taking it lightly, didn't know it'll be a bombastic news.

“Uhm, it's about me and Tony...”

Her face turned into serious mode after hearing her husband's name. “Ok, I'm listening...”

I took a deep breath and suck it all up...

“Che, I'm pregnant.”

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