Ladies' Confessions Series: Kept Secrets

“Goodbye, Bes!”, nag-beso ako sa best friend kong si Che.

“Bye! Ingat kayo ha?”, sambit naman niya.

We were at a restaurant in Makati. Katatapos lang namin mag-dinner. We also had a couple of drinks before we bid our goodbyes to each other. I'm with my boyfriend, Ralph. Che was with his husband, Tony. They invited us to have a quick meet-up after a long and tiring work week. Matagal ko na din kasing hindi nakikita best friend ko kaya I really wanted to see her.

“Bro, ingat kayo ha? Drive safely.”, sabay abot ng kamay ni Ralph kay Tony.

“Likewise, Bro. Text kayo 'pag nasa house na.”, yakap naman ni Tony sa kaibigan.

“Nice seeing you, Kate!”, pahabol na sigaw ni Che sa akin bago siya sumakay ng kotse.

“Love you, Bes!”, shouted it out to her as a response.

Che and I are best buddies since first year college. We brought our friendship up to college, pareho kami ng university na pinasukan. Naging busy lang kami pareho after we graduated. Magka-iba kasi kami ng naging trabaho. But, we still kept our communications alive. After she got married, Che moved out with her husband and lived in Paranaque. I, at the other hand, is still living with my parents in Bulacan. So, minsan na lang talaga kami magkita. And I was so glad na natuloy yung dinner namin.

Naunang nakaalis sila Che. Nag-CR pa kasi si Ralph kaya hindi kami nakasunod kaagad. My boyfriend was going to accompany me home in Bulacan. He always do that every time we have a walk with our friends. Minsan, kapag may time siya, sinusundo niya ako samin kasi ayaw niya akong nag-cocomute. Sa ganda daw kasi ng kutis ko, baka daw may mambastos pa sakin or what. I just say to him that I can take care of myself and not to worry. But, Ralph always insist to fetch me, no matter what.

“Babe, are you okay?”, sabi sakin ni Ralph pagbalik niya ng kotse.

“Yep. Medyo tipsy lang. Napadami yata inom ko. But I'm good. Ikaw?”, tanong ko naman sa kanya.

“I'm fine, babe. No worries.”, he assured me.

He then turned on the car's ignition and we drove off. It was already 1AM that time. Napasarap kasi kwentuhan naming apat kaya umabot kami ng ganung oras. Sulit din kasi madami kaming napagkwentuhan ni Che. It was all about life we had back in college. Reminiscing the past. I shared a lot of laughter with her. Nag-enjoy ako.

“Natatawa ako kay Che, lasing na. Kung anu-ano na sinasabi. Ha ha!”, Ralph suddenly said.

“Oo nga eh. Bulol na kung magsalita. Nakakatawa!”

“Ganun ba talaga yung best friend mo ever since?”

“Yep! Kahit nung college days, siya lagi ang unang nalalasing saming magkakaibigan.”

“Ha ha! Talaga? Buti ang tiyaga din ni Tony sa kanya, noh?”

“Mabait yun si Tony. Para ngang hindi makakabasag-pinggan eh. He truly loves her deeply.”

In the middle of conversation, we suddenly felt something broke down on Ralph's car. Bigla kaming tumirik in the middle of the road! Buti na lang at wala kaming kasunod na kotse sa likod, kung hindi baka bigla kaming nabangga. Anyway, Ralph was trying to start his car again but it won't budge. We were in the middle of Buendia avenue when the car abruptly stopped. Luckily, though, manual kotse ni Ralph kaya naitulak niya papunta sa gilid ng kalsada. I wanted to help him pero sinabi niyang sa kotse na lang daw ako.

“Babe, pakitawagan naman sila Tony, pakisabi nasiraan tayo.”, utos ni Ralph sakin.

I got my phone and quickly called Che...

“Hello...”, sinagot naman niya kaagad.

“Bes, nasiraan kami.”

“Huh? Anong nangyari?!”, gulat niyang tanong.

“Ewan ko. Bigla na lang namatay yung makina.”

“Nasaan kayo? Punta kami diyan.”

I then told her where we at and just after 5 minutes or so, dumating na din sila. Ralph was checking the engine under the hood when Tony immediately approached him and asked what was wrong with the car. Nakaupo lang ako sa loob ng kotse nang lumapit sakin si Che.

“Bes, are you okay?”, she asked me.

'Yep. The car isn't, though.”

“Ok lang 'yan. I'm sure it will be fixed in no time. Magaling naman boyfriend sa mga kalikot-kalikot eh.”

“Sana nga, Bes. Pero mukhang malala yung pagkakasira ng kotse. Ang lakas kasi nung tunog kanina. I don't know what it was.”

After a couple of minutes, lumapit sila Tony and Ralph sa side namin...

“Mukhang nasira yung transmission. Napansin kasi naming nag-leleak ngayon yung transmission fluid sa ilalim.”, paliwanag ni Ralph.

“So, paano na? Can it still run?”, tanong ko.

“Sadly, it cannot run. Mag-stuck lang siya lagi in one gear.”, sagot sakin ni Ralph.

“Yep. Kapag pinilit 'yan, baka lalong masira and hindi na talaga magamit.”, Tony followed through.

“Bes, drop off ka na lang namin sa Cubao if you want.”, alok ni Che.

“Wala nang biyahe ng bus papunta samin. It's already late.”

“Hun, why don't we just invite Kate to our house. Doon muna siya.”, Tony offered.

“Yes, babe, doon ka muna kila Che. I will have the car towed, then, I'll just pick you up there tomorrow once the car gets fixed.”, sabi naman ni Ralph.

“Bes, you're pretty much welcome in our home.”, pahabol pa ni Che.

“Ok, sige. Are you sure you're fine alone here, babe?”, nag-aalala kong tanong kay Ralph.

“I'll be fine, babe. Don't worry about me. Wala ka din naman gagawin, so, better if you could just come with them.”

“Okay, if you say so.”

Lumapit ako kay Ralph para humalik sa kanya. We then hopped into Tony's car and went to their house. From where we were at, it was just a 20-minute drive. Mabilis lang din ang biyahe dahil wala naman nang traffic noong mga oras na iyon. And, sa SLEX kami dumaan kaya we got home quickly.

“Bes, come inside.”, as she opened the front door. “Welcome to our humble home.”

Che and Tony just got married a couple of months back. They were just starting. Hindi pa nila kayang mag-afford ng house and lot, so they are renting an apartment. 2-BR naman yung kanila pero yung isang kwarto, ginamit lang para gawing malaking bodega ng mga gamit nila. So, meaning to say, isa lang ang kwartong pwedeng tulugan.

“Nice house, Bes. Gaganda ng mga furnitures niyo.”, as I acknowledged their home.

“Ha ha! Thank you! Naubos ang kaban namin dahil sa mga 'yan.”, sabay tawa niya.

“Feeling ko nga eh. Magarbo kasi mga gamit niyo.”

“Well, of course! You know my taste, diba? He he! O siya, gusto mo bang magpalit muna? Pahiramin muna kita ng damit.”, alok ni Che.

“Sige. Yung komportable ah.”

She then went to the other room to get some clothes. After a while, bumalik din naman siya kaagad sabay abot ng t-shirt and satin shorts. She offered their bathroom where I could change. Binigyan niya din ako ng disposable toothbrush para magamit for that night. Pumasok ako sa banyo, nagsipilyo at nagpalit ng damit. I hang my clothes using an unused hanger inside the bathroom and placed it behind the door.

Paglabas ko, nakaabang si Tony dahil siya naman ang gagamit ng banyo...

“Kate, by the way, you look great. Mukhang alagang-alaga ka ni Ralph ah.”, sambit niyang bigla.

“Thanks! Hindi naman.”, I don't know pero nahihiya akong kausapin siya. I couldn't even look straight into his eyes.

“Seriously, blooming ka. Kahit stressed ka on what happened with your boyfriend's car. But I'm sure he'll get through it, so, huwag ka masyadong mag-alala.”

“Oo nga eh. Salamat, ha?”

He then told me that Che was already inside the bedroom waiting for me. Pagpasok ko, malamig na dahil binuksan na nila yung A/C. I saw a matting beside their bed and I thought, yun ang tutulugan ko. Nagulat na lang ako nang sinabi ni Che na tabi daw kami sa kama. Hindi naman na din ako nakapalag dahil pinilit na niya ako. I was too shy to lay down on their bed but what else can I do?

“Uy, Bes, thank you talaga ah! I really appreciate it!”, as I told Che.

“Ano ka ba! That's what friends are for, diba?”

“Thank you! Sana ok lang si Ralph doon.”, nag-aalala pa din ako sa boyfriend ko.

“I'm sure he will be. Basta magpahinga ka na lang diyan. Anything you need, just let me know.”

Nahiga na ako at pati din si Che. Tony got inside after he freshened up. He laid down on the mattress and bid goodnight to us. Bago ako matulog, tinext ko si Ralph para kamustahin.

Me: Babe? Musta ka na?
Ralph: Ok naman. I'm just waiting for the tow truck. Nasa bahay na kayo?
Me: Yup. Kanina pa. Basta balitaan mo ako ha? Ingat ka diyan. See you tomorrow.
Ralph: Ok, babe. Don't worry too much. Get some rest. Goodnight. I love you!
Me: I love you, too, babe!

I put down the phone, closed my eyes and tried to sleep. Noong una, nahihirapan akong matulog. Namamahay siguro ako o dahil din sa kakaisip kay Ralph. I was still worrying about him. Ayaw ko sana siyang iwan doon, but what else can I do? Wala din naman akong maitutulong sa kanya. Tried to doze off again and successfully went through after a couple of minutes.

My deep sleep was abruptly disturbed when I suddenly felt some tickling sensation. Pagbukas ng mata ko, laking gulat ko nang makita si Tony na nakasubsob sa dibdib ko. My shirt and bra were lifted up and he was licking my already-hard nipple! Hindi ako makapaniwala sa ginagawa niya! At first, I thought it was only a dream, pero kinurot-kurot ko sarili ko at totoo ngang nangyayari!

When he noticed that I woke up, bigla niyang tinakpan bibig ko...

“Sssshhhh! Kate, please don't make an unnecessary noise.”, he silently told me.

Bumalik siya sa dibdib ko para ituloy ang pagdila sa aking utong. His right hand was still on my mouth, preventing me to voice out. His other hand quickly traveled down to play with my cunt. Mabilis ang kilos niya at nakapasok kaagad sa loob ng shorts at panti ko. Naramdaman ko ang pag-dampi ng dailir niya sa ibabaw ng tinggil ko. He rapidly rotated his middle finger around it.

Gusto kong pumalag. I wanted to shout. But I couldn't. Nanghina na ako sa ginagawa ni Tony. Unti-unti nakong nasasarapan! The thought of getting caught by his wife, my best friend for years, brought more excitement to it. Hindi ko na din naiisip na may boyfriend ako noong gabing iyon. I just wanted to be pleasured. Guilt, liquor and the longing for sex got me really horny.

Tumigil siya saglit para umibabaw sakin. Dahan-dahan siyang pumatong at sumilid sa loob ng kumot na nakabalot pa sa kalahati ng katawan ko. Tony took a swift glimpse at his wife before he dove to kiss my lips. Naglabanan kaagad ang mga dila namin. Pareho kaming hayok. Pareho kaming sabik. Pareho kaming nag-iinit. I kissed him back like crazy! I couldn't control myself, nawala nako sa ulirat!

Bumaba ang paghalik niya. My chin. My neck. My collar bone. His tongue was just sticking out as he lavised everything on its path. Umabot siya sa mga suso ko at naglaro-laro sa paligid ng aking mga utong. Sinupsop niya ang kabuuan at hinimas-himas ng kanyang kamay. Tony didn't settle there and went down again. He licked my stomach, then my navel area. I was breathing heavily, I already knew where he was heading. Napasulyap ako kay Che. Nakatalikod siya samin at walang kaalam-alam sa nangyayari. Naaawa ako pero it was too late. I've already submitted to her husband.

Tony removed my shorts then my wet panties. Binuka niya ang aking mga hita. Hindi ko siya nakikita kasi nakataklob pa rin ang kumot. But I was waiting for him. He stopped for a second. Seconds after, I finally felt his tongue made contact on the labia. More jolt of lust electrified me! Tangina, na-ulol ako kaagad dahil sa sarap!

Pinaikot ni Tony ang kanyang dila sa paligid ng mani ko. He sucked it softly as well, to give me more delightful feeling. Pinagapang ni Tony ang kamay niya paakyat sa dibdib ko. He caressed my boobs and pinched my nipples using its fingers. Gusto kong umungol but I couldn't. Che might hear me. So, I just bit my lips to prevent a moan from getting out. Ang hirap ng sitwasyon ko, grabe!

Tony then intensified his cunnilingus and dove harder into my wet hole. His licking focused only on my button and it was brushing my spot. Napagiling ang balakang ko sa ginagawa niya. Sumasayaw ako sa kada hagod ng kanyang dila. I was gripping the bed sheet due to severe sensuality. Tangina, Che, ang sarap kumain ng puke ng asawa mo!

Few minutes after, I hit my climax. I squeezed Tony's head using my legs to let him know that I've reached heaven. First time kong labasan nang hindi umungol. Ang hirap talaga! But damn, it was so good!

Umangat si Tony para halikan ako. We exchanged kissed. I tasted my own juice from his mouth. Maalat-alat at malagkit. Punong-puno ng semilya ang bunganga niya. I couldn't care less as I was already in a state of oblivion. Hindi ko na alam mga ginagawa ko dahil nabalutan nako ng libog. At that point, I wasn't thinking clearly.

Nakapatong si Tony sakin at dinidiin ang ari niya. He was trying to enter me but I was still refusing because his wife might wake up. But he insisted, nevertheless. Tumutok siya at dahan-dahang bumaon sakin. His manhood easily got inside due to my dripping pussy. We were in a missionary position. My legs were widely spread because of his broad thighs. Ang sarap talaga!

He thrusted carefully and slowly. Ramdam ko ang pagkayod ng titi niya sa loob ko. It was so angry! Tony continued to lick and bite my lips para hindi ako makaungol. I was embracing his back and pulling him tighter to me. Shit, we should hurry up, baka kasi magising si Che! Patay kami for sure!

But thankfully, though, just after few pumps, naabot na din niya ang langit. Binunot niya ang kanyang ari sabay putok ng mainit na tamod niya sa tiyan ko. I wasn't able to see it because it was still dark, but I could tell that it was a bucket-full. Tony quickly got up and head towards the door where a used towel was hanging. Kinuha niya ito, bumalik sa tabi ko sabay punas na kanyang katas mula sa tiyan ko. Once done, he quietly walked outside the room and probably into their bathroom to have his cock washed up. Naiwan lang ako nag-ayos ng sarili.

After a while, I still couldn't believe that I submitted myself to my best friend's husband. Pinilit kong matulog pero hindi nako hinayaan ng konsensya ko. Pagkatapos ng nangyari samin ni Tony, I felt like I've done a miserable thing and it was a heavy burden to carry. Naluha na lang din ako dahil naiisip ko si Ralph. He was out there, nahihirapan kung paano makakauwi, samantalang ako, nagpakasya sa katawan ng asawa ng matalik kong kaibigan. How selfish was I?! I was hoping that I could forget it easily, but I know it'll be a hard thing to do. Bahala na!

Months have passed, our lives went back to normal. Unti-unti ko na din nakakalimutan ang nangyari samin ni Tony. After that scene, hindi pa kami ulit nakakapagkita ni Che. Nakakapagusap, yes, pero hindi ko pa nasasabi sa kanya na may ginawa kaming milagro ng kanyang asawa. So, I planned a date with her, somewhere quiet where we could talk privately. I was planning to tell her that I fucker her husband. Ayokong patagalin ang tinatago kong konsensya. I had to let it ou somehow. Bahala na kung ano mangyari sa pagkakaibigan namin ni Che, but the good side is, she'll know the truth.

We've decided to meet up in Eastwood, at a coffee shop. After work kami nagkita. Ralph and Tony didn't know about our secret rendezvous. Sinabi ko lang kay Che na kailangan ko siyang makausap noong araw na yun. Thankfully, she agreed, since wala pa naman siyang masyadong trabaho noong araw na yun.

“Hi, Che, thanks for coming in a very short notice.”, bati ko sa kanya pagkadating niya.

“No problem, Kate, ano ka ba! Anything for you.”, she responded.

“Kumain ka na ba, Bes?”, tanong ko sa kanya.

“Busog pa ako eh. Ikaw? Gusto mo order tayo?”

“Hindi na. Busog pa din ako. Anyway, kaya kita kinita kasi may gusto sana akong sabihin.”

I was about to spit out the wrong doing I've done but he stopped me and...

“Bes, actually, ako din. May sasabihin ako and I'm sure you're going to love this!”, Che was all smiles at me. Excited din yung mukha niya. I was going to reply but she immediately took the opportunity to tell me that. “Bes, I'm pregnant! Oh my God! Nakabuo na din kami ni Tony! Would you imagine that?!”, she said with full delight.

Abot langit ang ngiti ng best friend ko. And because of the news she brought me, hindi nako nakapagsalita pa at aminin ang nangyari samin ng asawa niya. I didn't want to break the joyful mood that she has. Napangiti na lang din ako because I was happy that she's going to have a baby. Matagal na din niya kasi gustong maging ina pero laging nauudlot. And now, she's finally pregnant, I'm more than happy for her. But at the other hand, I also feel sad kasi hindi ko na nasabi sa kanya ang gusto kong sabihin. Ayaw ko na sanang patagalin pa pero wala nakong nagawa. I just hope she will never know.

“I'm so happy for you, Bes!”, nasabi ko na lang pero with mixed feelings.

“Thank you, Bes! O, ano naman yung sasabihin mo sakin?”, she then questioned.

“Ha? Ah, kasi nag-away kami ni Ralph. I just want someone to talk to.”, I just made an alibi.

But deep inside, I wanted to tell her that I made a terrible thing of letting her husband do me. That, it was most regretful decision I've made in my entire life. Gusto kong mag-sorry dahil napakabigat ng loob ko. Handa naman akong tanggapin lahat ng mura ng best friend ko pero hindi ko na sinabi ang masamang balita dahil kung ano pa ang mangyari. I didn't want to be the cause of getting her pregnancy in jeopardy. Mas hindi ko yata matatanggap yun.

Aside from that, I also wanted to let her know that Tony is no ordinary man. Actually, he is my ex. He was my first love. My first kiss. My first fuck. Hindi niya alam yun. Wala siyang idea na naging kami ni Tony. I wasn't able to tell her all these years we've been best friends. Una ko kasing nakilala si Tony before Che. We had a short relationship but I gave it all to him. Sadly, we had to quit it because of too many complicated stuff. Bago pa man ako maging college student, gusto na niya akong pakasalan. Of course, I was too young and I didn't want to. Gusto ko pang ma-experience kung paano tumayo sa sariling paa and not be dependent to my parents. Tony promised me a better life but I chose to go on with my studies. Hence, the break-up.

After a year, nagulat na lang ako nang ipinakilala siya sakin ni Che as her boyfriend. She said, she met him at a common friend's party. Since then, hindi na sila naghiwalay. I'm clueless why Tony didn't mention me to Che. Thus, I stayed quiet as well and didn't tell Che about us. Up to that point, I was heartbroken. Gabi-gabi, hindi ako makatulog. Iyak ako ng iyak. Mas masakit palang makita ang minahal mo sa piling ng iba. I thought I wasn't going to recover, but then Ralph bumped into my life. Ralph was introduced to me by my officemate. Minahal ko siya pero hindi tulad ng kay Tony. I tried to but my heart was really yearning for my ex. And that night, at Che's house, parang naging flashback ang nangyari. Kaya hindi na lang din ako masyadong pumalag kay Tony, because, in fact, I truly missed him! It's just sad that I had to be an instrument of an infidel life.

Months have passed, Che and Tony invited us for a lunch somewhere in BGC. Malaki na ang tiyan ni Che nung nagkita kami ulit. I think she was already 6 months pregnant. We were in this Filipino-inspired restaurant in Serendra. Magkatabi kami ni Che at sa tapat namin sila Tony and Ralph.

“Guys, let's have a toast!”, sabay angat ni Ralph ng red wine. “For Tony and Che's first baby. At sana may kasunod pa. Ha ha!”

“Alright! Gusto ko 'yan!”, sabay tawa naman ng malakas ni Tony.

“O pano, tubig lang pwede sakin. Ha ha!”, Che lifted her glass of water.

“Cheers, guys!”, sambit ko naman.

We had our toast and continued with our lunch. It was after a couple of minutes that I had to use the comfort room. Tumayo ako at naglakad papunta sa likurang bahagi ng restaurant. Nandun kasi yung banyo nila. You have to go through a corner that lead to a tight hallway going to the comfort rooms and turn a corner again before you find the door.

I took a quick pee then look myself up on the mirror to retouch. Pagbukas ko ng banyo, nandun si Tony sa labas...

“Oh, anong ginagawa mo dito?!”, nagulat kong sinabi.

Bigla na lang niya akong tinulak pabalik sa loob ng banyo. Sa sobrang lakas niya, napasandal ang pwet ko sa wash area. He kissed me, but I refused to kiss back.

“Tony, what the hell are you doing?!”

“Sssshh! Kate, I've missed you. Lagi kitang iniisip. Lagi kong iniisip yung nangyari satin.”

“Please, don't! Che might catch us here!”

“Ayaw mo ba nito, ha?”, as he slid his hand under my dress to trace my slit on top of my panties. “Hmm, Kate, ikaw naman talaga ang gusto ko.”

“Eh bakit si Che ang pinakasalan mo?”

“Anong gusto mong gawin ko? You left me hanging, Kate! You don't know what shit I've been through!”, pagalit niyang sagot habang patuloy sa pagkapa ng puki ko.

“I was young, Tony. We both are.”

“That's why I wanted to marry you early. To grow old with you! Kaya naman natin eh.”, he then pushed aside my panties to let his middle finger go inside my pussy.

“Aaaahhhh!”, my mouth was opened for a second.

Tony took the opportunity and kissed me again. This time, gumanti na ako. Naglalapan kami. Halos magpalitan na kami ng laway. His finger moved hastily inside my cunt. My hand crawled to his pants to undo it. In seconds, his angry cock was already outside. Sinalsal ko ito. Sumabay ang kamay ko sa hagod ng daliri niya.

“Tony, fuck me naaaahhhh... Hmmmm...”, I begged him.

He then removed my panties completely and spread my legs. Tinutok ni Tony ang titi niya papunta sa butas ko. And one swift move, nakapasok na ito kaagad. He began fucking me on top of the tiled sink. Sakto ang height ng mesa sa tindig niya at hindi na kami parehong nahirapang mag-adjust. I watched him closely as he pound my helpless pussy.

“Uhhmmmmm...”, I was moaning inside the small comfort room.

Binilisan niya pa lalo ang pagbira. His hips were ramming my inner thighs. Tony pulled the thin cloth covering my boobs down, together with my bra, to suck my nipples. I was gripping his head and pulling him tighter to me. Baliw na baliw kaming pareho dahil sa sobrang kalibugan. Ang sarap ng ganito! Tangina!

After more minutes, we both reached our orgasms. He popped his jizz all over the bathroom floor. Nag-ayos naman ako kaagad at lumabas ng banyo. Baka kasi mahalata na kami. As I got back, tinanong ako ni Ralph kung bakit ang tagal ko daw. I just told him that I was having a rumbling stomach. Nakabalik na din si Tony after mga 5 minutes. Tinanong din siya ni Che at sinabi na lang na nag-yosi pa ito sa laas. We glared at each other's eyes and had a discreet smile on our faces. My pussy was still dripping the time we finished our meals. God, I made another mistake!

Another secret that I have to keep from my best friend. And it will just go on and on as Tony and I didn't stop our lustful interactions that day. Actually, kasisimula pa lang nito...

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