I Met My Virtual Friend (Ending)

hi guys ill end na this series kasi ill be working on another series namn hopefully soon..hehe hope u'll like this one..

Ive been here in LA for 4 months now surely its so fun here with all the partying and stuff, together with my cousins.. But still here in my heart there is still a part that is screaming for loneliness...

There was this instance na mag isa ako sa balcony ng bahay namin and i kept recalling ung mga huling sandali namin ni jay sa boracay na sobrang saya ko.. I was full of joy and love during that time... I really miss his warmth and all the crazy yet fun things we did together...

Speaking of crazy things this is far the craziest thing weve done... It was our 4th days in bora and we decided to go snurkling..It was may first time to do so kaya hindi ako marunong..We went to one of the small islands there na wala masyadong tao para ma feel namin ang beauty ng marine life... The place was perfect wala masyadong tao kasi lahat nasa station one coz bamboo will be performing there... Aliw na aliw talaga ako sa mga corrals, sobrang ganda..

me and jay sat at the shore of the island still in the water... we were quite just savoring the moment, the beautiful ambiance that surrounds us..it was such a paradise! then biglang hinawakan ni jay ang kamay ko at may inabot cia saking saphire stone..Wow sobrang ganda nun i cant help myself to be amazed with the stone...

Ches, i want u to keep this coz this is my heart and im entrusting this to u... I'm yours forever!

oh my god! those words of him really caught up on me and i really dont know what to say so i just kissed him lightly on the lips... He kissed me back a very passionate one.. I felt his hands grabbed my boobs.. though we are on the shores and so much in public i really didnt care, i just let him...Everyone moment with him is precious...

Ches, i just cant get enough of you... im always missing you though ur just here beside me... i love all of u ches..

oh jay i love u too, u have no idea how my heart bleeds with the thought of being miles apart from u...

I really want to make love to u right now ches, at this very instance where the sun is about to set...

Whew! i couldnt resist romantic moments, surely its him i couldnt resist more..So i said yes that we could do it at that very moment..

Jay, kissed me lightly like savoring every inch of my lips.. My tears fell cause i know i will miss his sweet kiss.. gumapang ang halik ni jan sa leeg ko until he reached my breast.. he begun caressing it with his lips and gently bit my nipples on the top of my bikini.. i moaned because of the excitement.. he begun to take off the piece of clothing that hinders him, agad nyang nilamas ang isang suso ko habang kinakagat-kagat ang kabila... napa sigaw ako sa sarap.. Kahit na kinakabahan ako ay parang wala lng sakin kasi gusto ko rin ang ginagawa niya..

Ches, ang sarap mo talaga...akin ka lng ches akin lng!
jay, dont worry ill be urs forever..

Ung mga sinabi kong un hit me hard! "Jay, i will be urs forver!" damn, bat nag kaganito! i became the bitch that i hate most...
Wala akong balita from jay for almost 3 months, and during that time until know i was depressed and always wasted.. Something tragic happened when i was on this house party...

I met this guy named David he was sweet and we had alot in come.. Parang almost all night kme na ang magkasama.. i thought his intensions was clean kasi mukha namang mabait, half filipino cia.. So its like i poured my heart on him that night on how depressed i am.. Ung gagong un nag take advantage sa situation ko.. It was 2am and lasing na talaga ako at depress pa..David, said na magpahinga nalng ako sa rum taas which i did.. While i was sleeping i'm dreaming of that exact sunset with jay... how he kissed me and how he made love to me on the cold shores while the rays of the sun are shining on our body...sobrang sarap ng feeling... uuhhhhmmmm!!!!

when all of a sudden i woke up! because i felt something strange bat ang nararamdaman ko parang totoo..

i saw David fucking me! shit, sobrang nagulat ako.. ang gagong to! napa ungol nalng ako dahil nasasarapin din yata ako.. or dala lng ng pag ka miss ko kay jay, tawag ng laman lang...

DAmmit! chesa ur so yummy..ive been wanting to fuck u since earlier..aaaahhhhh!

OOOhhhhh!!!DAvid, pls stop.. Dont do this..uuhhmm

C'mon i know u liked it too ches... (still humping)

Now, sobrang bilis na ng pag kantot nya sakin.. shit ang sarap nd ako maka object! sobrang na miss ko rin cguro ang sex.. I have to admit he is good..

nd na ako makapagpigil! sumabay na rin ako sa pag indayog nya...oohhh!!!!shit sobrang sarap talga..

Fuck me harder David! fuck me more..
oh yeah baby! that's my girl..

aaaahhhh!!!! im cumming ches, damn!ooohhhhhh

me too David!uuhhhmmm...

tumalsik ang mga tamod namin sa kama at napahiga si David sa tabi ko..

wow i loved fucking u ches, it was great... i hope we could do it again..
i just kept quiet.. i really cant believe ive done it.. im not usually like that so i said to myself na hindi mangyayari ulit to..

But sad to say naulit na namn sya..ewan ko ba sobrang lonely lang cguro kasi still no word from jay feeling ko kinalimuatan nya nalng ako.. i felt sa broken and the only one who could make me whole again was him..

Now it became much worse coz i had threesome w/ 2 guys which even in my wildest fantasy ay hindi ko naisip.. dahil yata sa ecstacy un.. Ngayon natutu na rin akong mag take ng mga ganun, sobra na talaga ang pag abuse ko sa sarili ko...

Ngayon im thinking if may meaning pa kaya ang buhay ko.. Why did i let jay rule my life like this that without him i feel life has no meaning.. Minsan lang kasi ako mag mahal kaya bigay todo..Sana lang i didnt gave all i should have left a piece of my heart for myself...

So eto ako ngayon nakatingin sa malayo, still hoping that i would be happy... Parang gusto ko nalang umuwi sa Pinas but i'm thinking if may babalikan pa kaya akong Jay dun.. Ang dami kong saloobin that keeps on ruuning on my mind... I really want all of this to end...

Ches, u have a fone call from panorama...
ok dad ill be there in a minute..

Hello who's this please..
hello is this chesa?
Just hearing that voice made me tremble and i burst into tears..
oh my god jay is that u..that's all i can say, i just kept on crying..

i'm really sorry ches ha if i havent talked to u for a while nag pa transfer kasi ako d2 sa main ofice sa panorama 2 be with u.. lagi akong pagod after work kailangang mag pasikat kay boss eh so indi na tau nagka time mag talk laki kasi ng time difference natin eh..

I really thought kinalimutan mo na ako jay..(still crying)

I could never do that, mahal na mahal kita ches..

ill be there in van nuys on the 30th ches, finally i could see you..

I really cant wait jay.. i really want to see u..

I felt so guilty cause Jay did alot of things for me but all i did was doubt him.. I'm thinking if he could still accept me when he finds out how wasted i became.. But now that he is here i felt my heart mended and i feel whole again..

Though i was afraid i know Jay loves me alot so i told him all the things ive been through here.. I was right he did understand me and never blamed me and he promised to take good care of me and never let go of me ever again.. He stitched my broken life and i never felt happier and contented..

True Love only knocks once in our life, once it comes along, take the chance...

(Medyo senti noh.. pasensya na po at hindi gaanong malibog to.. pagbigyan nyo na ako...:) pls comment pra malaman ko kung nagustohan nyo)